I'M SICK

TERRIBLY SICK.

and i dun wan to go to sch tml.
depends lah.
today almost sleeping all the time.

during phyics.
i slept thru almost the whole lesson.
cos
i felt cold.
then hot.
hot and cold like tat.
siao ahx.

then when bell rang.
maii cher c i still dun wan wake up.
HEH.
too sleepy lahx

eng lesson.
tat relief cher do debating with us
then when i talk to him horx
he answer bk
'u are debating against me ahx'
when i ask him for points.
he say
'i join ur grp better ritex.'
i said.
'i don mind'
then in the end
i keep calling him to maii grp.
probed abt his age.
he graduatedfrm hkss.
with a L1R4 of 8.
andL1R5 of 13.
omg.
if i was half as good as him.


jux now went to aiting home.
grill stingray.
checked out different chilli
in the end.
sch and hse mixed de is damn nice.

next week having my f&n o level practical.
tues.
8 - 11 am pon all lessons.
then 1 3o -2 3opm.
we going to canteen
eatour dishes there.
and evaluate.
hahax
two tables specially for us.
nice hors.
but cooking is headache lols.
must memorise time plan
forget then die.
hais

tml got assembly.
sians liao
somore still got POA remidial.
biang ehx
kill cher la.
i hate poa.
cos tats the only subj i worst at
followed by maths.
all linkin with numbers.
i sure die.

haissS-
i'm so hopeless.
helpless.'
dunno wad to do la.
hope life ends soon.
no misery.
no pain.
no nothing.
no everything.
no tears.
no joy.
no sadness.
no feelings at all.

i wish i was void of feelings.
heH

-x because of you x-