last few days..
till nw..
ever since i gt e news.
really cnt eat or sleep nomally.
hw~
i dunno y.
but i feel so sad.
tears jus swell up in my eyes without any reason
then lyke eye bags n panda all out
mornign even almost fainted.
low blood sugar?
pressure also low bahs.
vetry unhappy
rearely smile.
even hab tuh force my self tuh gib a damn little smile.
i dunno
watched pirates of e caribbean.
3 hrs lyke tat
also no use
then pple frm office called?
think they ak me go do atrium bahx.
if hab
maybe i'll do.
reason.
make myelf busy..
then wun think of other thingys.
includin tat idiot.
although i dunno y i call him idiot .
sighx~

shou fang kai???