well.

suddenly i feel so BLUE again.

dunno

maybe.

the step whereby i requested for a transfer to

jurong point's dano or match was a...

very BIG BIG MISTAKE.

and one whereby which i cant let go even after ..

abt 5 months.

popular is shifting down.

sobx.

tat means i can only go cut my hair or

eat at lai lai

in order to see him.

i really really wished i did not worked there.

but NEVER ONCE.

NEVER ONCE did i

REGRETTED working in jp.

pple being nice to me.

getting ll the nice customers to serve and crap wif.

enjioy the times where we joked.

we laughed.

the times we all trying to look ut for cute guys.

the times we were scolded due to

LOW SALES.

the times where we had to open and close shops.

and the BEST VALENTINE'S DAY I EVER HAD

EVERDAY WAS LIKE DAYS FLYING PAST.

i really wonder why the time cant stop.

and let me catch all those

very very SPECIAL MOMENTS.

like wad zihui siad.

i cant go to jp too often.

bcos ever since we worked there.

it has become a different place to us.

we cnt behave like normal shoppers.

HOW LONG WILL THIS LAST.

even till this very moment.

i still cannot let go og everything there.

maybe i'm too sensitive.

but-

WILL TIME HEAL EVERYTHING AS THEY HAVE SAID BEFORE.

IS THIS SAYING TRUE ?

Isn't that what we wanted all along

Freedom like a stone

Maybe we were wrong

But I can say goodbye

Now that the passion's died

Still it comes so slow

The letting go

p.s:AND I CANT SEEM TO LET GO.

Letting go. It is difficult for us in so many ways and on so many levels. Yet life calls upon us to do it, over and over again. Letting go is part of our growth process. We cannot move on to the new while continuing to cling to the old. There come times, in the context of love and romance, when we must learn to let go. For some of us, as described in the song, we must let go of a past romantic relationship. Maybe the relationship was not meant to be: perhaps it was hurtful to us, or perhaps it was hindering the personal or spiritual growth of one or both partners. In this case, even when there may still be feelings of passion, or attraction, or just the comfort of the familiar, we must be strong in letting go of something that is unhealthy for us. … Perhaps we have no problem leaving the person behind, but we continue to harbor animosity. In this case, we need to let go of the anger: holding onto anger does not serve us - and it might even serve to create problems in our physical health or emotional well-being. … In the realm of romantic relationships, some of us need to let go of unrealistic expectations. Whether we have idealized a past relationship or just read too many romance novels, some of us need to let go of the myth of the perfect lover: the fantasy of a relationship that requires no work and just brings us "happily ever after." By letting go, I am not implying "to forget" or "to ignore." By all means, we should carry with us the happy memories and the lessons we have learned from our past relationships. However, we need to let go in the sense of releasing emotional baggage we may be carrying around with us, so that we may be open to, and present for, a new relationship.

There is a saying: Let Go, Let God. For most, if not all, of us, the letting go that we most need to do is a type of surrender. We need to surrender to life, itself. This means that we need to let go of our illusion that we actually can control most aspects of our lives. In many cases, rather than to fight "what is," we need to learn to accept and to be at peace… Too many of us are trying to keep a tight grip on things that are out of our control. This is like trying to grip the water flowing in a river. Put your hands into the river. If you try to get the water by grabbing it and clenching your fists, it goes right out of your hands. If you relax and open, gently cupping your hands, the water flows into your palms. By relaxing, opening, and trusting, we can hold onto more of what is precious to us. By letting go, we actually allow more of the mystery of life to come in for us.