TODAY WAS A HECTIC DAY.
somemore have to handle an extra guy,
which i completely heck care eventually.
anyway, i wont have to do WR anymore.
at least in MI, with the super lousy lappys.
just read edlyn's blog.
came across this new song

你不是真正的快樂

which means you are not really happy.
i love the lyrics
it somehows relates a lot to me.
all the feelings so distant yet so familiar.
HAHA.
the only thing i want to say is,
dont see things from the surface.
cos the truth lies below what you see.

人群中哭著　 妳只想變成透明的顏色

妳再也不會夢或痛或心痛了

妳已經決定了 妳已經決定了



你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著

而回憶愈是甜就是愈傷人

愈是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



這世界笑了　於是妳合群的一起笑了

當生存是規則不是妳的選擇　

於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪蕩跌跌撞撞的走著



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在妳左側卻像隔著銀河

難道緊緊的抱著遺憾一直到老了　然後再後悔著



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在妳左側卻像隔著銀河　難道緊緊的抱著遺憾一直到老了



妳值得真正的快樂　妳應該脫下妳穿的保護色

為什麼失去了　

還要被懲罰呢

能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻

重新開始活著




but somehow, people dont understand why they want to hide their true self, do they?

so what if one really shows?
he'll eventually become the one being hurt
but living life like this is really tough.


I WANT TO PASS MATHS
I WANT TO DO WELL FOR OP.
I WANT TO CLEAR MY HI SUBJECTS NICELY.