so what happened last friday
had no mood to do anything.
i got S for my A lvls maths.
which made me so tempted to jump down frm a building
which eventually i dint
cos teacher say my h2 still got chance.
oh so what that means
i have to get triple As.
tell me how to?
depressed.
lost.
plus all the frustrations
and the whoever who has been irritating me
i have my bottom line and limits too
dont push me too far.

as for today
had my cramps, with extra longer timing.
saw my 2 lil juniors frm sec sch cca in bookshop
they still so.......blur and cute.
HAHX.
met adeline, poured all my sorrows and frustrations to her.
feel better now.
like theraphy like that.



i....really dont know what to do
because you wasnt there to give me directions and security