NEVER-ENDING

these days are so lost
there's no direction to be found
thousand thoughts flashing thru my mind
i caught one and looked at it intently
it triggered off a spark
that little tiny spark seen
seemed to lead me to the fire
the fire of memories
once started
there was no way to end it.
afraid that i would lose them again
i wrote them on a piece of paper
a piece of paper dint seemed to be enough
i wish that i could turn those into matter,
holding them close to me
though i know that they would always,
always be in the pocket of my heart.

the events that happened 6 years ago,
i guess i wont be able to forget it no matter how hard i try
the time, the smile, the tears, the words, that person.




my right feet is so painful.
it hurts when i walk.