illusion

suddenly, everything seems like an illusion.
and it may just disappear silently like a bubble


ps: i wished i get quarantined, then i will have more time to study
i think this is the last straw, i cant get anything inside my head
i dont feel like gg to exams, cause i dont have the confidence
i tend to be an escapist, cause i dont have courage to face those problems, issues and people
i tend to get lost easily, cause i think too much
i want to get off everything down from my shoulder, its so heavy
i wished everthing could be undone, like Ctrl + Z, but we cant
because we live between 2 eternities constantly, the past and future
and who knows, if this world really exist in the very first place