keeping things in control

yes.
that's what i'm trying to aim for now
keeping things in control
keeping my mind in rein
keeping my heart in rein
keeping the sleep bug away from me
i dont know why but i've started to sleep in class ever since pilay taught us.
oh, it's a big task to keep the bug away
today, the survey made me very uneasy
'are u distracted in class and pay attention in class?'
well, the thing is that nowadays there so much things to handle and..
my mind starts to drift off by itself to nowhere
then it will turn to switch off mode
i do pay attention in class, really.
and i cant believe i haven started on my revision
cos i slept from 5 till now.
i'm such a pig.

and dont try to bother to keep your heart in rein.
cos i just learnt a phrase to counter it,
and it makes sense totally.


when does the heart ever acts according to plan?
--it nevers.