the past, the present and future.
warning: this is a very long post and might bore you to death or make you fall asleep.READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
i just went to my friendster account just now.
really felt so encouraged by those comments given by my dearest people.
be it my friends, juniors or seniors.
those times were so sweet and innocent.
the thing i cant believe was all of them described me as..
CHEERFUL.
MOOD SWINGS
EASY-GOING
FUNNY
TALKATIVE
FRIENDLY
'AH-LIAN'
IMPULSIVE
BLUR
CRAZY
yapps.
no doubt, that was me in secondary sch.
no qualms about it, its true absolutely
but not in the later years
crazy--people who really do hang out with me will feel the 'crazy sense' of mine
how crazy i can be, even till now, provided you can be as crazy as me.
talkative--about the talkative part, its not really shown in MI.
at least thats what my teachers think--i'm quiet
impulsive--still at times
cheerful--i dun really like to look depressed or whatsoever.
cos i feel that if your mood is not good, u'll ruin others mood too.so being cheerful is nice!u get to brighten up people's days! :)
mood swings--yes. i do get it frequently, even til now. the reason behind it is like i can be talking to you and thinking abt somethings at the same time, that explains being happy one moment and sad another moment.
'ah lian'--oh, i dare say no one in MI will feel that i'm some 'ah lian'. can they imagone what i looked like in sec sch?definitely not. exceptions are people who knows me since sec sch.
blur--regarding this aspect, it really depends. there can only be 2 possibilities. either i'm too carried away in my lala-imagination land, or its just to 'act blur' or hide from somethings i dont want to ans or dont know how to. though sometimes i'm really...........
the times i had in secondary sch
in chinese orchestra- were times i loved music greatly, esp my instrument. i miss it soo much!
of course, theres' my juniors and seniors who dotes on me and for me to 'bully'. HAHA :D
the times i had with joe and clique, though some things happened in between the 4 years, with drastic changes that led to who i am today, as in my attributes and how i behave.these were the times i were almost like tgt mixing ard with guys, be it with seniors or other sch's ones.it made me understand more pple and of course, how the boys think?though there were very hurtful moments and memories that lasted till now, i'm still grateful to get to know these bunch of people, esp joejoe <3
the times i had with the 'feng ren yuan' or more an more apt description, the zoo--we had penguin la, hamster la, long mao la, octopus la, sotong la, and me-the caterpillar[got my nick due to a stupid action of mine :) ]. they are a fun and nice lot of people.
and those pple who knew who i liked in sec sch but had to keep their mouths dead shut or i'hd threatened to ''kill' them, i'm really thankful for what you all did.
and i'll nvr forget the incident that one girl( i shant name her, she's quite unpopular in sch) actually went to the person and told him that i liked him, and made me feel so depressed that i cried in icy's hse like hell. i also duno why i cried, but that was when i changed totally, keeping a distance away from guys.
and those friends who are significant to me even till today-wang min, adeline, shi yun, yifang together with the others in MI, i really cant imagine life without you people. and of course, you all add fun, joy and laughter to my life, making it more meaningful and less mundane.
i want to tell u all
I LOVE YOU ALL <3
MAY GOOD LUCK ALWAYS BE WITH YOU PEOPLE.
STAY HAPPY.
WISH THAT YOU PEOPLE WILL BE BLESSED FOREVER.
as for currently, i dont really know where i stand.
cos i feel that i'm entangled somehow.
but i think i'll not be as stupid to let history repeat itself again.
NO WAY!
even if it means that i have to harden my heart this time round, i'll do it.
as for future.
ahems.
lets talk about the near future, like tml.
i haven studied for mgt mock exam yet.
i skipped today's econs mock exam.
i think i must start planning.
I HAVEN STARTED PLANNING AT ALL YET.
i must start to do so before i FAIL.
ps: this is such a long post!
goodnitex to everyone :)
have sweet dreams :D
i just went to my friendster account just now.
really felt so encouraged by those comments given by my dearest people.
be it my friends, juniors or seniors.
those times were so sweet and innocent.
the thing i cant believe was all of them described me as..
CHEERFUL.
MOOD SWINGS
EASY-GOING
FUNNY
TALKATIVE
FRIENDLY
'AH-LIAN'
IMPULSIVE
BLUR
CRAZY
yapps.
no doubt, that was me in secondary sch.
no qualms about it, its true absolutely
but not in the later years
crazy--people who really do hang out with me will feel the 'crazy sense' of mine
how crazy i can be, even till now, provided you can be as crazy as me.
talkative--about the talkative part, its not really shown in MI.
at least thats what my teachers think--i'm quiet
impulsive--still at times
cheerful--i dun really like to look depressed or whatsoever.
cos i feel that if your mood is not good, u'll ruin others mood too.so being cheerful is nice!u get to brighten up people's days! :)
mood swings--yes. i do get it frequently, even til now. the reason behind it is like i can be talking to you and thinking abt somethings at the same time, that explains being happy one moment and sad another moment.
'ah lian'--oh, i dare say no one in MI will feel that i'm some 'ah lian'. can they imagone what i looked like in sec sch?definitely not. exceptions are people who knows me since sec sch.
blur--regarding this aspect, it really depends. there can only be 2 possibilities. either i'm too carried away in my lala-imagination land, or its just to 'act blur' or hide from somethings i dont want to ans or dont know how to. though sometimes i'm really...........
the times i had in secondary sch
in chinese orchestra- were times i loved music greatly, esp my instrument. i miss it soo much!
of course, theres' my juniors and seniors who dotes on me and for me to 'bully'. HAHA :D
the times i had with joe and clique, though some things happened in between the 4 years, with drastic changes that led to who i am today, as in my attributes and how i behave.these were the times i were almost like tgt mixing ard with guys, be it with seniors or other sch's ones.it made me understand more pple and of course, how the boys think?though there were very hurtful moments and memories that lasted till now, i'm still grateful to get to know these bunch of people, esp joejoe <3
the times i had with the 'feng ren yuan' or more an more apt description, the zoo--we had penguin la, hamster la, long mao la, octopus la, sotong la, and me-the caterpillar[got my nick due to a stupid action of mine :) ]. they are a fun and nice lot of people.
and those pple who knew who i liked in sec sch but had to keep their mouths dead shut or i'hd threatened to ''kill' them, i'm really thankful for what you all did.
and i'll nvr forget the incident that one girl( i shant name her, she's quite unpopular in sch) actually went to the person and told him that i liked him, and made me feel so depressed that i cried in icy's hse like hell. i also duno why i cried, but that was when i changed totally, keeping a distance away from guys.
and those friends who are significant to me even till today-wang min, adeline, shi yun, yifang together with the others in MI, i really cant imagine life without you people. and of course, you all add fun, joy and laughter to my life, making it more meaningful and less mundane.
i want to tell u all
I LOVE YOU ALL <3
MAY GOOD LUCK ALWAYS BE WITH YOU PEOPLE.
STAY HAPPY.
WISH THAT YOU PEOPLE WILL BE BLESSED FOREVER.
as for currently, i dont really know where i stand.
cos i feel that i'm entangled somehow.
but i think i'll not be as stupid to let history repeat itself again.
NO WAY!
even if it means that i have to harden my heart this time round, i'll do it.
as for future.
ahems.
lets talk about the near future, like tml.
i haven studied for mgt mock exam yet.
i skipped today's econs mock exam.
i think i must start planning.
I HAVEN STARTED PLANNING AT ALL YET.
i must start to do so before i FAIL.
ps: this is such a long post!
goodnitex to everyone :)
have sweet dreams :D
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