commencement of A lvls with a DUMB PAPER, and wet cheeks

IT IS RIDICULOUS , ABSOLUTELY.
i dont understand, at all!
what type of qns is that?
how to apply to modern society?!
we are not living in olden times, dear setters and SEAB.
oops, maybe u pple are still living in that era, and i'm unaware of that?
and that second compre psg was like HELL HELL HELL.
i've got AT LEAST 15 mks gone from that compre.
the last compre, i used 15 mins to rush thru it.
i dunno what to do.
slit my throat, can?
i've already lost hope, on the very first paper.
morale gone way below down, doesnt exist at all.
and the essay qns was also no link, like GP.
otw home broke dwn, and ended up in wet cheeks.
what cld i do, on that 174 looking at the night scenes thru those ulu ulu forest,
exactly seems to be like my future, nowhere


i guess it doesnt helps, even though i've seen two.


and SEAB, I WONT TRUST YOU ANYMORE!!!
NEVER!!!