GP--nw everything is sealed.

IT'S SEALED, DONE , AND OVER WITH.
i dunno hw to describe my feelings, emotions abt the paper.
i mean...
basically my tears just came out outside the GO just nw, for no apparent reason.
i hope its tears of joy, i feel uneasy
got blessings from 2 teachers today :))
had pastamania for lunch :))
then stayed in sch.
dug out the dictionary, checked meanings of GP paper.
was...sighs.
then turned to definig whats love, crush, infatuation, adore, like,lovesick and blahs blahs blahs
all i can say that we have made utter mistakes expressing ourselves!

found one poem in MI essays.
actually there are 3 which i think are nice and meaning ful, from a lit student POV
afetrthoughts?

'the more you love, the less you burn away'
'it is the analogy that burns,but staying bright,makes the eyes glow.'
'we cannot love, without the idea of love'
'never give all the heart, for love'

i particularly love the poem abt 'FOR STRONG WOMEN'

'' a strong woman is a woman in whose head
a voice is repeating, i told you so,
ugly, bad girl, bitch,nag,shrill,witch,ballbuster,
nobody will ever love you back,
why aren't you feminine, why aren't you soft,
why aren't you quiet, why aren't you dead?'

' a strong woman is a woman bleeding inside.
A string woman is a woman making herself strong
every morning while her teeth loosen and her back throbs.'

' a strong woman is a mass of scar tissues that aches
when it rains and wounds that bleed
when you bump them and memories that get up
in the night and pace in boots to and fro.'

'a strong woman is a woman who craves love
like oxygen or she turns blue choking.
A strong woman is a woman who loves
strongly and weeps strongly and is
strongly terrified and has strong needs.'

'what comforts her is others loving her equally
for her strengths and for the weakness from which it issues,
lightning from a cloud.'

'lightning shuns.
in rain, the clouds disperse.
only water of connection remains, flowing through us.
strong is what we make each other.
UNTIL WE ARE ALL STRONG TOGETHER,
A STRONG WOMAN IS A WOMAN STRONGLY AFRAID'


okay, i shant elaborate more, gota go bk to MOB MUGGING.
ps (to tina if you are reading):dont bother guessing ok..wait for nxt yr mar 5 :))