我累了
全天下应该只有我笨到去相信你，
把你当朋友吧原来真心换来的只是谎言,空头支票，
还真讽刺啊
把人们玩弄于股掌之间很好玩，
很有趣吗？
有些人在一年看穿你
有些人用两年
而我却用了三年。
我应该为我至少到最后有看清你的真面目感到庆幸吗？

its okay,will take it as a lesson learnt.
just tells me one thing that people cant be trusted.
have to run on sun, but havent trained yet.
wondering if i can make it.
these few days, thinking abt the days in MI,
thpse time spent in lessons, crapps, breaks, was all so fun.
and i realised that i may have missed out sth all along.
a fact that i had dismissed, and deceived myself,
maybe its clearer to see it after everything has ended.
but maybe, its just coincidence, and it was just an mis-interpretation?
i sorted out everything.
that motivation, was just sorta a 'passing crush'

someone told me
you wld need the same amt of time to forget one as the amt of time you loved them.
this is...so untrue.


just realised that this world is totally ridiculous.
i'm living in a ridiculous world, with some ridiculous pple.
WOW.
and it took me years to understand this theory.