hating herself

wad the hell did i do today.
i dunno

was sleeping thru agains.
going to flunk maii mid year agains.
hais
but hope chi can get A1.
pull up everythingy.

during assembly
i was suffering
from the heat
i did cry.
due to the heat.
coz was very uncomfortable.
very sick
like yesterday.
very .
suffocated
difficult to breathe ahx
then frustrated.
the only one thing i cnt stand
is HEAT!!!
so hot..
then yesterday so cold.
horrible weather.
cold then cold la
hot and cold for wad the hell.
o.O...


after sch
got chinese orcheatra.
wanted to went out to buy bubble tea.
then i sit at the gate there.
fanning maiiself.
so hot!!!
then went bk to canteen.
went out agains.

after drinking.
till hot.
i must be mad these days
hais.
poOr me-
T.T

then in the end went to
com lab
dunno lab 1 or 2.
anyway.
helped tow peng balance her one day diet
carbohydrate too high.
then went to do maii menu card
overall is okay.

after tat.
finally went for co.
cld stay in music room
coz i in performance for speech day
need to practice
but.
i still cleared the song.
the beat.
me and joianna keep missing.
some slow
some fast.
dunno wad to do.
in the end still get it right.
=)

went bk to maii grp at #o2-o4 to slackk
haahs.
janice they all trapped
between classroom blk and water cooler.
waahs
then they call mr wong.
poor them.
=X

then we went home.
at bus stop
janice and we all
said many lame jokes
haha.
then waited for bus 99
for 45 mins or 3o mins?
damn long lols
cramped.
reached home at o7 3opm like tat.
hais.
very late.
then bathed and makan-ed.
then blogged.
hmm.
maybe i'll continue at night.
hais.
tmr still hab phyics remedial.
then maybe go 4b de chemistry remidial.
c first la.
coz after tat still hab to
go fer cdac at night
7 pm reach hkss for cdac
hais.
so sians.
wait till 9pm then tuition finish.
waahs.
wanna die.
i dun wan to present.
i hate MRS PEH!!!

every time PRESENTATION YOU NOT SIAN I VERY SIAN
AND TELL US BRING TXBK
NEVER TEACH
HEAVY U NOE
I WUN PRESENT MEANS I WUN
'DUN MAKE ME SHOW ATTITUDE TO YOU
I RATHER GET BETA THAN PRESENT.
OR GETTING OUT OF UR KLASS
WASTE OUR TIME
AND I HATE GRP WORK
WITH PPLE I NOT VERY CLOSE WITH
GET THIS CLEAR!!!

i hate myself for who i am

=x o8 3opm x=
-x because of you x-