hais.
this few days
is really depressed.
how..
i damn feel lyke dying.
wad shld i do.
i've cut myself.
this time
cuttin is nt enough.
today went bugis with adeline.
ytd crap wif her till 2 am sia.
abt relationships
nt me de la.
haha
ite soo gd sia
i also wanna go.
anyway
after hearing her say all tat
i feel even moree like crying
i'm depressssssssed
bottle it up all tuh myself.
n it is full nw.
feel like banging my head or doin sth stupid.
hope tat i can get over it soon.
if i cant.
my frens must cum attend my funeral kaes.
lol
tat-
is e last resort la.

-cant get hold of myself.