the reason

another day passed and wasted
cos tina wan me help her sis draw elmo on 8-inch cake.
so we initally thought wld go watch HP movie.
but, DUH
I'M AT JP.
the queue was damn long and stretched to travel agency lo
and there are just some things where i cant be bothered.
so we walked ard 8 rounds in JP.
then met into 2 pple
sighs, thers' no way to avoid meeting into pple in JP.
then i drew lol.free then post the pics.
was surprised i cld do it successfully.


after hearing sth during chi lit, i got really depressed.
i feel darkness looming my future, that is if i have any
and theres' this one question i ponder yet no one can answer
WHY DO WE LIVE FOR.
as in, whats the purpose of me living.
it doesnt makes any difference if i disappeared from EARTH.
just that theres one human being less and perhaps,
more oxygen supply?

the only thing i've learnt so far, is that
TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS.
licking your wounds quietly in a corner,
waiting for it to heal, recover
although i took a long time--almost 6 years
but i can feel that it is healing,
though i still cannot stand up without help.


i cant quite say how i feel.

ps: i think alot of pple dunno that i went into MI without knowing that it was an A lvl course.