another sunny sat, with...

i cant believe so many things.
like-

-i slept till 12 today.
-i slept for whole 12 hours, such a pig
-my bro won a black PSP slim after spending some 8 bucks
-i've got so many work to be done
- A lvls is so near

anyway, i believe that sometimes what people like me do when they face problems, and the set of 'solutions ' that we use may not be appropriate yet useful to ourselves.
provided you know your limits and dont create too much a problem to others, or overdo it.
people may see these solutions as another 'problem' itself
in my opinion, its ourselves we're hurting, they wont feel the pain anyway, its the pain we inflict on ourselves.
they may not know why we do that, they may.
but they do not know that it is the only last resort that we seek after many.
they do not know how helpless we feel.
neither can they help us.
its the only way to prove that i'm living.

if you lose the sense of pain,
you lose the sense of living.