always in the rain;

mgt paper was relatively easy.
except for the whatever rubbish laws.
think this year is the 'law 'paper.

i shall reiterate this once and ONCE again.


I .AM. NOT .A.

L-E-S-B-I-A-N


get it clear and done with.
its just my sense of over-inferiority and super low self-esteem ok.
imagine a scenario.
a cut on just healed, then you fell down on the same spot again.
the cut is opened again, and this time its leaving an even deeper scar.
sorry, i cant accept this.
i know this is an utter cowardly act
but what can i do.
unless i can be certain that i wont be hurt
i wont.



needs time to ascertain sth from images of past few days.
shall cont' to sleep today
and think i'm sick alrdy, since just now in e morning when i felt was cold and outside e staffrm when the cheeks were damn hot.
shall go sch study econs :))
with ulterior motive, of course.
who wants to study with me?
i need motivation.
motivation!!!!!!!!
sighs.
i feel like one lonely creature in the world where n one understands me.