ITS DEC 6 AGAIN!!!time for...

MARATHON.
yes, and dont ask me hw e hell i'm gonna make it thru this year.
cos i haven run for ages.
and i think my monthly gd friend is gg to visit me by tonight
and i'm out home tonight till tml.
so call my HP.
mum went on cruise :(
dad's at work.
bro and sis went out :((
me alone at home with dear hamster.
suddenly, i started to miss home alrdy.
countless times, woke up to realise that my pillow was wet,
esp after the last paper.
you just feel at a state of utter desperasion to know what you really want.
and i want to stay at home somehw, but theres marathon tml morning
i feel like staying at home for e next 3 months, but sadly, we have to find work!
sighs.
think i gonna spend the night again at somerset, then cityhall and marina square as usual.


when i re-visit those times, i seriously feel that there may be sth impt i missed out,
but i still cannot manage to figure it out.
kindly enlighten me....