sadness revolves.

sadness revolves ard moii.
dunno wad happened today
cried during maths.
kinda felt
helpless n mserable
emotions swing.
dunch noe.
dun ask me anything.
i dunno

after sch.
went chem remedial.
the wait for janice
decided to play wid therain.
then become wet.
tehn like siao gal liketat.
dunno many thingys
i was too innocent
to think abt the thingx i tot
but theyweren't thru.
haah.
stupid me.

went cdac.
yifangtoday got tournament
bb ball.
then they all win la.
pro lols
then.
i say she very bad la
then she say.
HAHA.
i wasn't in any mood
to laugh anywya.
couldn't bring moiiself to laugh
when u wan to cry right.
feel like my head's breaking.

hoipe i'm not sick tml.
shldn't have played wid the rain.
if i sick better.
die le better
or shld i use maii old methods of
cutting wrists with penknife agains
when i was in sec 1 or 2.
i didn't regret doing tat
i regret not cutting deep enuff to kill myself.
whycan't i die earler.
hais.
hope i can die earlier.

-x because of you x-