STICKY , STICKY

MESS.
yes, absolutely.
i have totally no idea..abt hw i got into all these sticky mess,
that's left me, myself to struggle out of what it seems like a spider web
maybe it started since primary sch, or secondary, or somewhere, sometime thruout the 19 years.
something must have gone wrong, and i dont know what's wrong
and so neither can i do anything to fix it right.
so, someone tell me what is the problem so i can put it right.


meanwhile, i'm bored stiff at home.
still have to go AKIRA tml for some dumb sales with my muscle aches.
i wanna go out, hope days pass faster... ...
and suddenly, i dont feel like knowing what my results wld be
or rather--i have no courage to see it.