the day of 'A' lvls result release;

simply a torturing moment, you know.
after the principal's talk was practically in gg-to-cry-mode.
then, cldnt stand it anymoree, just went there, then ask teacher not to face e result slip up.
then asked mr sim; gt anything fail?
he said no, felt a sense of relief.
was overall contented with my result; if not for maths, and mob.
i cldnt speak; wanted to cry but cldnt.
i'm so grateful for the teachers guidance, the environment the sch provided us.
everything that has contributed to our success


cos i wan too unsure of myself
went to find min after tt at bugis
watched up in the air, just watched alice in wonderland in the morning.
then she asked me sth, what will i look in a bf, or what type.
my answer is , so long as we can talk to each other, comfortable ard each other, and the chemistry and feeling is there.
you know, like what the movie character said
'you know that thats the person, when you look into his/her eyes, the whole world stops'
i think i found it, but i've got no confidence in myself
and i believe that if we have the affinity, we'll meet again.
whats yours will be yours,
and whats not yours will never be yours.


i saw him before i took the results, then he disappeared.
then i saw him again when i was leaving sch.
on the other hand, i chose to let it go.
just, too unsure.
i'm too overwhelmed by emotions, think i'll cry like hell tonight.
i dunno why,
but i really cant bear the thought of officially leaving MI, not gg bk there everyday like we used to be.
those happy moments, hard moments.
i think, i need time to organise.
and god, if you are kind enough, do sth.