♥ remember me ♥

started the day early, with a mac breakfast treat from someone nice at pioneer.
as a parting gift apparently
i walked there, no direct bus service
then i realised that i hadnt walked so leisurely for a long, long while.
thought abt many things.
then bitched abt that all evil pest cum witch cum too-many-negative-adjectives to describe her
sighs.
so after breakfast, i went over to watch remember me.
for the very very fast time, alone.
and its quite dumb with actually 7 pple in the whole theatre only
best still, only one couple.
the auntie was asking me for another student pass.
i was like..huh?
she said:you only want one ah.
i said yes, and she gave me that damn weird look.
then, watched it
damn freaking cold inside despite a jacket with hoodie while bag-hugging.
the story was quite ok.
but.. no subtitles, so i'd a hard time trying to catch their speech.
eventually was a sad ending.
so..............tragic :'(
anyway, mood was really down under after the movie.
and i swear i wont watch a movie ALONE again.
feels so horrible.
then realised syhira sent a msg to me.
again, i almost wanted to ask her if she gt send wrong msg.
then , realised i sended this msg a lot of times to alot of pple.
and it always turns out tt i'm the one mistaken.
abt tt chalet thingy, seriously, lets say if theres really one..
i'll have to find time to go for it
by.. telling that witch i've got sth on, or
choose to clear my off-day, or
best still, take an MC
anyway, the last time i went for one was like 4 years ago
and we were like really..mad
2 sixteen yr old girls going out to cycle without any guys ard
its not a problem actually.
but, not at 1 am.
plus after our cycling we went to buy drinks and drank at the big stone platform in the sea, at 3am...
of course, there wasnt any problem, except that the drinks were alcoholic :X
but then again, i think after some drinking, i'll break down.
then again, dont ask me why.
cos thats when i'm true to myself, when i just feel like hugging sth(like a big big stitch or hello kitty) and sob in front of it, talk to it.
IT LOOKS TOTALLY STUPID!
arrghs.
gg off to work at 4pm tml.
dont have to see that witch till next weds, then nxt thurs is my off again :)
specially changed the lyrics of 'welcome to my life' to 'get out of my life'
special'tribute' to the witch.
3 years ago, i was too weak.
3 years after, today,i've learnt to be stronger.
anyway, gonna find another avenue to blog abt work.
like wordpress, livejournal or tumbler, recommended by my friend.
to de-stress :S
and is anyone gg overseas......hellp me buy vodka tropical.
cos its cheap, and only exclusively at changi airport :(((
PLSS HELP ME BUY ♥

i hope my guess is wrong, seriously.
if not, i dont know how to accept the fact.