never experienced;

this kinda feeling
saw you, but doubt you saw me.
then, when we cld finally see each other,
i'm like; i dont want to see you, i wld be better off, seriously
yet deep inside, we know we're feeling deeply miserable,
but we can do nothing to make ourselves feel better.

maybe some yam milk tea or frappe will make me better.
running with shi tml morning, at nine.
wonders if i'll wake up on time.
:((



if you knew how much you meant to me,
probably...i dont even know.