when the bleeding get serious;

as in, nosebleed.
dunno why i keep bleeding.
but i do know of one occasion which i knew why i bleed, but it sounds lame so i wont spell it out.
the only thing i can say is....its non-physical reason.
pple advised me to go to the doc.
but i'm reluctant to do so.
think it shldnt be anything serious since i had it ever since young
just that it came bk lately these 2 yrs.
its like, what if everything wasnt what i thought


on the other hand, although i only worked for 5 hrs ytd, it felt like days
cos the new girl is so scary
i just feel weird looking at her.
and i feel like she's gonna eat me anytime, or pounce on me and squash me flat with her size.
luckily she's gg bk to wm on mon.
i'll open xiang bing to celebrate
on a lighter note, it feels reat to be bk in JP
stunned some pple by appearing bk
after almost one week MIA.
gonna work in 2 hrs time.
sighs.


miss sch totally, even those PE lessons and taxing chi lit tests :(
and the food there; even though its not exactly fantastic.
its like ..4 mths ever since we attended sch.
but no matter hw we missed it, we're past it.
and there's certainly no way to turn back the clock.
what we can only do now is to reminisce with those sweet, bitter precious memories.
and rmb the fun days we had, and use it,
to look optimistically into the future.
even if we part ways, there's no way to deny that we used to had fun together, worked hard together, did stupid things together



amist blogging this post,
i'm still trying to figure out the reason why.
wished my brain wld be able to stop thinking so i wldnt have to sleep at 3am.