finally;

i go that dumb letter asking me to go study chinese in ntu
of all days but this day, i also lost a very impt item
doubt i can find it bk.
the chance is certain; zero.
still in a low-down mood.
the value, its invaluable.
even though its only a note.

is this really what u call;
u'll only gain sth after you lose sth?
nth lost, nth gained?

know what?
i've been thinking.
maybe it's fate hinting to it that it shld come to a closure alrdy
just that, i cant accept it.