after 8-9 months

i'm freaking out.
arrghs
sch starts next week
time flies, really
last year, at this point in time, i was probably mugging ?

i'm currently frustrated on many things.....
maybe practically everything
bank loan, laptop, e syllabus, e one semester in china, e environment.
will i ever survive?
just look at A lvls chi syllabus.
at the end of 4 years, where'll i be gg to?
if my life was a story book, i wished i cld at least see the summary.

oh, and finally my last day of work.
i did one exciting stunt.
gg to the movies during work time.
but dint get caught.
quite scary, but really exciting.
HAHAs

and, i'm still lost.
i dont know what i want.
i dont know who i want.
i dont know about everything.


oh, i checked.
last year on this day,
i had my gruelling chi test without studying anything.
and..ummm.
i was thinking of excuses to skip GP lessons.
which i dint go, and proved to be a right choice.
i got B for gp anyways, thanks to mrs meya's and mr wong's help

what-to-do
T.T