oh sians .
moii cousin cumin ltr.
hk bro
not very close to him?
cox i everyday c hk mahs.
how to not c when in samn sch
AND
same klaSS~

later he fixed moi8i com and
printer then say bahs

anyway.

janice. candice and huilin eat prata.

me and shi yun there.

being tempted by them.

then janice say sth.

which made me ..

erms~

diaos.

she still keep suan-ing me

hais.

wonder when she'll stop lehs.

after sec sch..?

took bus home.

no one at home.

wait from 2pm to 3pm.

then got 3 new town guys agains.

smoking.

sians.

i had to take the lift.

to 5th storey.

went down 2 storeys.

HEHs.

i live at 3rd storey nia.

lift break down also bo dai ji

wakaas.

after tat.

ate dinner

went tuh study wif wangmin.

keep showing me her N7o

aWWws.

tempting me.

tml goin her hse study

and also jurong point or jurong west or east library

we want to get into chinese studies.

must get 1o pts.

dunno how to get.

die die also must try la.

study till 8 pm like tat.

anyway.

maybe i'll go wif joe to sch dere

de swimming pool on mon bahs.

wahhas.

c she wad time reach singapore.

plus.

i dun hab tat thingy.

hope so

=)

_breaking all feelings is the best solution`

erms~

didn't post ytd

too tired.

and busy larhs

hais...

i going mad sooner or later.

feel so stressed up.

back to sch

during eng

the eng cher was

telling us the format of formal letter

then

moii classmates all say he wrong.

then he like so sad.

but i know he very good la

most relief chers heck care de.

he still went to ask a few chers.

also.

wad he said was true.

then.

i think i made thingys worst

or didn't.

cos

he asked me to write moii grp's member name.

then i write le then.

didn't face him.

he beside me standing.

waiting for moii paper

then-

i just raise moii hand to give

him the paper

i was there head on the table.

then hand short.

hit his leg.

>.<

paiseh lahs

couldn't c

who asked i short.

then ai ting asked me to do one funny thingy

go console him.

OMG.

i dunno how to kaes.

to an adult.

and anyway.

i was still angry wif him

so.

C lors.

tues then say sorry to him

if neccesary

HEHS.

after sch.

couldn't fnd shi yun dey all

lost`

then dey came bk

i went for their remedial

noisy.

then wanted to sleep

very cold there.

then went home...

sians arhs.

ltr still hab to go cdac.

didn't go last week.

this week must go

dunno wad excuse to give cher.

think ltr.

think i'll reach sch dere later.

7 3o - 74opm

dun wan to reach there on time.

i gonna doze off.

PLUS.

i hab so many homework

how to complete.

depend on yuhua lao shi liaos

hahax

finally discovered one thingy.

continue at nitex.

__breaking all the feelings might be the best solution`

yawns*

just woke up at 1o pm.

so tired till slept while studying

hais.

wondering to go sch tmr or not

anyway.

took temperature just now.

thirty eight point seven?

didn't realised i was sick

due to heat bahs

tml sure okay de...

at least i think so larhs.

first time ever i get so lousy marks

for eng oral.

nvm.

still passed.

i would rather fail if it was borderline.

it's no difference lols.

i'm not going to entertain

moii eng cher anymore

frustrated-

as he alwaes said.

fine...

feeling sleepy agains.

go sleep lers.

goodnitex =)

hey.

pple out there

HAVE I EVER OFFENDED U ALL

MUST SEE ME DIE THEN VERY HAPPY ISSIT

U ALL HATE ME RIGHT.

COME AND BEAT ME UP LA

BUT IF U WAN

PLS !!!

U MIGHT DO ME A FAVOUR

BY KILLING ME

THEN I WUN HAB TO FACE U ALL.

forever wun c u all agains

tats the best outcome right.

if u wan to hate me.

can u pls at least tell me the reason

what i did wrongly.

MY BILLABONG STRAP is LOST.

anybody whu took it.

pls return to me.

i would thank u all very much for it.

today.

just now 2.4km run

coudn't run

cos

i felt sharp pain in moii ribs

whenever i breathed in

so gave up.

wanted to cry out loud.

i failed in just a few secs.

hais.

in sch

after recess de periods.

i felt

erms~

uncomfortable.

and i almost didn't eat anything

before the 2.4 km run

i was there eating lemon somemore

hais.

so sad.

dao le xian zai

wei she me wo mei qu zhao re ni men

ni men que yao qi fu wo ne?

wo dao di zhuo chuo le she me...

ni men ke yi gen wo shuo mahs.

ru guo shi wo de chuo

wo hui dao qian

bu guo qin bu yao zhe yang dui wo

wo quai beng kui le.

qiu shen de yi zhi bo ruo le.

xiang si de xiang fa que duo le bu shao.

hao pa you yi tian.

wo zhen de xiang bu kai

hui zhuo chu sha shi lai

dao shi hou.

wo ru guo si le

da gai hui hen kuai le ba...

yin wei zai ye mei ren qi fu wo.

re wo shen qi

re wo shang xin

xiang yao wo qu si de hua.

wo ke yi cheng quan ni men de.

gao shu wo yi she jiu xing le

zhe yang.

wo ye neng tuo li tong ku.

tuo li bei shang

fang zhen

wo zai bu zai zhe shi shang

bu hui ying xiang ren he ren de.

shuo bu ding

hai shi hui rang da jia kai xin de yi jian shi

wo qi dai na yi tian de dao lai.

_maybe death's the best solution

PLS

I'M NOT IN ANY MOOD TO GUESS

WHO TOOK MOII BILLABONG STRAP.

GIB IT BK TO ME.

OR WAIT TILL I EXPLODE.

AND I HATE PPLE

WHO IS NOT VERY

CLOSE TO ME

OR WHOM I DUN EVEN NOE

OR RELATED.

TO PULL TRICKS ON ME

HARASS ME

OR BULLY ME.

DUN LET ME

END THE CONCLUSION WIF

TIAN XIA DE NAN REN YI BAN HEI.

(all guys in the world are black_)

I DUN WISH TO

I'MALREADY FED UP WIF MYSELF

AND EVRYTHINGY I'M DOING

BUT U ALL CAN'T LET ME HAVE

EVEN SOME PEACE.

WHAT MUST I DO TO ALLOW

U ALL TO STOP ALL THIS SILLY THINGS?

MUST I KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF U ALL

IF TATS THE CASE.

I WILL DO IT ONE DAY.

AND END EVERYTHIN

ONCE AND FOR ALL

I'M ALREADY VERY DEPRESSED.

DUN PUSH ME ANY FURTHER

I DUNNO WAD I'LL DO...

after sch went jp

saw AMOS

tat ke ai guy in moii pri sis class.

in fact

all of them were so blur and cute.

now.

not so cute le bahs.

then ate choc ice cream

wahhas.

so nice

just now at cdac.

GASTRIC PAIN agains.

painful sia.

could't concentrate lors

hais.

after cdac.

at moii hse bus stop

saw AMOS agains.

so late lers.

going 1o pm...

erms~

anyway.

tmr is moii 2.4 day

and i hate it

when it's straight after sch

3 4o start.

i 2 3o release.

cnt go home.

shower.

many things

haiss.

cnt fail.

then weds i think i go die first le

wo hen xiang si le nehs.

bu yao zai zhen wo le xing mah.

yan lei liu gan le

yao wo liu xie mah.

- countless tears -

AS FAR AS I KNOW
I DID’T OFFEND ANYONE
NOT AT ALL
ESPECIALLY GUYS WHOM I DUNNO
SO PLS DO NOT DISTURB ME
CONTINUE DOING THAT.
I’LL KILL MYSELF
AND HAUNT U ALL
I’M NOT KIDDING KAYS
I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED.
FINALLY GET SOME PEACE.
THEN DISTURBED.
OR SHOULD I SAY BULLIED.

TIAN SIA DE NAN REN YI BAN HEI
(all guys in the world are black_)
I can’t understand why
They disturb us gals
I’m not in ANY MOOD
To ENTERTAIN U ALL!!!



Tmr got nafar test
2.4km
i hate it mans
especially.
when it is straight after sch lols
must chiong there
somemore.
i 2 3opm then after sch lors.
muz reach there by 3 4opm.
legs ltr become jelly sia.


just now
went jp
cos i wanna went on sat or sun.
but didn't
due to gastric pain.
haiss.
ate nice nice food
choc ice cream
HEHS
yummy lols.

went home.
hais.
ltr still hab tuh go cdac.
7 3o must reach.
it seems tat
i always reach before or after 1o mins.


- wish me good luck tml -
and i hate guys.

AS FAR AS I KNOW
I DID’T OFFEND ANYONE
NOT AT ALL
ESPECIALLY GUYS WHOM I DUNNO
SO PLS DO NOT DISTURB ME
CONTINUE DOING THAT.
I’LL KILL MYSELF
AND HAUNT U ALL
I’M NOT KIDDING KAYS
I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED.
FINALLY GET SOME PEACE.
THEN DISTURBED.
OR SHOULD I SAY BULLIED.

TIAN SIA DE NAN REN YI BAN HEI
(all guys in the world are black_)
I can’t understand why
They disturb us gals
I’m not in ANY MOOD
To ENTERTAIN U ALL!!!



Tmr got nafar test
2.4km
i hate it mans
especially.
when it is straight after sch lols
must chiong there
somemore.
i 2 3opm then after sch lors.
muz reach there by 3 4opm.
legs ltr become jelly sia.


just now
went jp
cos i wanna went on sat or sun.
but didn't
due to gastric pain.
haiss.
ate nice nice food
choc ice cream
HEHS
yummy lols.

went home.
hais.
ltr still hab tuh go cdac.
7 3o must reach.
it seems tat
i always reach before or after 1o mins.


- wish me good luck tml -
and i hate guys.

AS FAR AS I KNOW
I DID’T OFFEND ANYONE
NOT AT ALL
ESPECIALLY GUYS WHOM I DUNNO
SO PLS DO NOT DISTURB ME
CONTINUE DOING THAT.
I’LL KILL MYSELF
AND HAUNT U ALL
I’M NOT KIDDING KAYS
I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED.
FINALLY GET SOME PEACE.
THEN DISTURBED.
OR SHOULD I SAY BULLIED.

TIAN SIA DE NAN REN YI BAN HEI
(all guys in the world are black_)
I can’t understand why
They disturb us gals
I’m not in ANY MOOD
To ENTERTAIN U ALL!!!



Tmr got nafar test
2.4km
i hate it mans
especially.
when it is straight after sch lols
must chiong there
somemore.
i 2 3opm then after sch lors.
muz reach there by 3 4opm.
legs ltr become jelly sia.


just now
went jp
cos i wanna went on sat or sun.
but didn't
due to gastric pain.
haiss.
ate nice nice food
choc ice cream
HEHS
yummy lols.

went home.
hais.
ltr still hab tuh go cdac.
7 3o must reach.
it seems tat
i always reach before or after 1o mins.


- wish me good luck tml -
and i hate guys.

OOPS

DIDN;T BLOG YESTERDAY

i was having

erms~

GASTRIC PAIN

and the funny thingy was

I DIDN'T REALISED IT

i dun think anyone would be

as stupid as me le lorhs

hais...

in the end.

stayed at home

so boring sia.

ate moii medicine

could't eat anything.

too painful

stupiid muii-

as a result

i had to chiong maii f&n essay qns agains.

poOr mii

then

no one online can helpp mii print.

HEHS

so send to maii e-mail.

lame lols.

send to ur own e-mail

slept at 1 3o am yesterday

watching tv.

pain mahs.

hais..

dunno y i'm sighing this few days.

worrying abt lawerence tmr ask

WHERE WERE U ON SPORTS DAY?

when i was only LATE.

by 15 min niaz...

cb larhs

then

on sports day tat day

couldn't go buy food

due to tat damn jeremy de case

kanna beaten up.

YEAHS

i support anyone whu beats him up

kan bu shuang him.

blocked him on msn le.

long ago.

dunno how he noe moii e-mail lehs

hahass.

anyway.

he deserves it.

SERVE EU RIGHT!!!

actually wan to go jp de

study with the pro guy

then.

not free.

so sorry to him lehs

he almost evryweekends ask me

then i alwaes tell him.

C FIRST ..

in the end.

hais...

next time must treat him tuh sth

TMR HAVE THERMOMETER CHECK

MUST BRING THERMOMETER

I HAVE AT LEAST NINE THERMOMETERS LORS

DUN NEED TO BUY DE

sighs

- it's really painful when u have gastric pain -

hais

today is

SPORTS DAY

which was darm boring.

moii sis asked me

where i was.

well...

i am actually in alpha.

then min yee gave the gamma shirt.

to be wif shi yun

i jumped hse.

then today

from gamma jump omega.

HEHS.

to all those pple and frens

whu tried finding me

SORRY ARHS...

hees.

then

WE WERE LATE

me and janice still went subway at jp to eat.

then we 7 3oam take bus

reached there

abt 8 am lers.

then.

we heck care the ATTENDANCE

cnt find cher.

NO CHOICE LORS

i got go.

even better than other pple

some like 9 then reach

or even PON

if monday he come find muii

ask me.

i tell him

he dun believe.

then punch him ahs.

bk to SPORTS DAY

this yr all so funny

HEHS.

gamma still won

fine.

i'm not interested.

i jumped to omega cos.

TOO HOT(the sun right in front of the seat i was sitting.)

SIANS(only mii and shi yun n huilin. hot till dun wan tok)

JANICE WAS THERE(and we had to pass sth toher.)

in the end.

ijumped there.

there still got shade

and even some BREEZE.

haahas.

there listening to mp3.

last yr de sports day liaos

so happy.

but also gort kinda weird feeling

which i cant describe using words

i was keep being di siao-ed by rong hui

keep calling me teddy bear.

due tuh

last last yr de art work.

hais

i regretted drawing tat teddy bears

T.T

nvm.

after sports day.

went to jurong east entertainment

ate LJS again.

then took neos.

wif jan.adeline.sy.karen.huilin.

we were damn pitiful.

had to squeeze all our faces

in the screen within 3 secs

in the end.

not bad lars.

then went outside.

got a guy.

keep showing us magic tricks.

OMG.

he very pro.

then

realised one shocking fact.

HE'S FRM HKSS

SEC2.

WE WERE THERE ........

DIAOS.

DIDN'T BELIEVE.

haahs

then went lot one.

took neos agains.

with janice.shi yun and huilin only.

very dull arhs.

hais.

then went home at abt

4++pm

just now 7 pmi went choa chu kang agains

sians lors.

listen tuh them talk.

i slept.

hehs.

then dey woke mii up.

took cab home to jurong west

the driver asked me one stupid qns

u mean the big big church ahs.in st 91

i said arh-huhs.(city harvest church)

then he dunno ask sth like tis.

orhs.jurong west got church de mehs.

i almost vomited blood out.

reached home at 1o 3o.

watched tv.

now blogging.

going to sleep.

- end of moii sports day in hkss -

adding in sth
tat moii ENGLISH CHER SAID.


my conversation wif him.

me:cher. how much your pay every month
him:huhs. i dun get it every month,i get it daily.
me:then how much
him:u wan to noe for wad?go moe website check lors.
adeline:cos she wan to be a teacher(which she added in herself.not moii comment lols.)
him: huhs. dun larhs.u'll vomit blood
me: huhs.i didn't say lors.(then i stamp moii feet)
him:there....(pointing at ME stamping maii feet)this is a CLASSIC EXAMPLE.
bilan and adeline:laughs
me: kanna fooled by him agains.
dunno how many times le

he always ask me this qns
Why u always have a FRUSTRATING look on your face.
make urself so stresssed for wad.
omg.
i'll faint first.
hais..
found out.
he was once
in DELTA hse
hehs.

i'm not going to let maiiself
suan-ed by him next time.
humpHx

HEHS

HAD A GREAT DEAL OF FUN

IN THE LTR PART OF THE

AFTERNOON AFTER I POST.

we didn't went for chemistry klass

ONLY F&N STUDENTS.

we were just printing and saving datas in tat 2 hrs

we were there self-entertaining.

the boys recording their singing and videos.

wakaka.

so FUNNY lors.

then went home.

decided to pon cdac.

coz i was very tired

and late le.

NOT BOTHERED.

tmr is SPORTS DAY.

at JURONG STADIUM-

reach by 7 3o.

sians.

going to meet at jp at 7am.

eat subway or mac.

hehs.

wonder wad to do.

after tat.

so sians.

haiss.

nebermind.

think tmr.

- w.x.y tats miie -

oh sians.

now in com lab

the com cher crapping

doing f&n

LATER

MDM TAY IS SURE TO GET REAL MAD .

YEAAHS.

WAHAHAS.

SHE CNT DO ANYTHING TUH US.

HEHS.

DOING O LEVEL F&N WAD CAN SHE DO.

CONTINUE AT HOME-

- w.x.y tats mie -

sians.

just woke up

from maii sleep.

too tired and stressed.

after principal talk.

came home straight after

waiting fer janice dey all

pon co.

cos not feeling well.

get home still giddy.

arghHHs.

tmr stressed even more.

PHYSICS TEST

and i dun even noe

the basics of tat chapter

dead le.

then f&n.

agains.

even STRESSED-

hopeless.

after sch still got cheMistry

i think i'll fall asleep first.

HEHS.

decided to

pull maii socks up.

for my MATHS.

intending to go

dunno where

pple many opinions abt

wad course i wan to go lors.

so consider first larhs.

hais

just created a blog for moii longmaos.

dunno she'll kill me or not.

heck kairess le la.

although it's a bit early.

but after

eRms~

after abt 3 moree hrs is joe's birthday

heex

HAPPY BIRTHDAY joe joe

sweet sixteeN

stay pretty and cooL. =)

wakakakas

i still got.

...

3o days to reach

sixteen.

hais.

not going to crapx anymoree.

goin to watch tv

continue tml.

- lost. stunned. flustered. -

HAD A ROUGH DAY TODAY

FEELING DEPRESSED

AND SICK

IN THE SENSE OF FEELING GIDDY

WANTING TO FAINT

so shall cut this post short

after sch went lot one

then came home at ard 7pm.

sians

tmr still got co.

wonder if i can survive

if i still feel giddy

HEHS.

still hab to go sch.

sian diaos.

go sleep le.

- depressed. sick .lifeless -

now.

currently.

thers 2 stupid idiotss around miie.

and i'm fed up wif them.

HEHS.

came home at four.

hahas.

accompanied shi yun to jp

buy her hairclip

cos we're havin grooming check.

erms~

tomorrow.

think so larhs.

later gonna go for cdac.

wakakas

just now raining.

heavily wors.

hais.

at sch.

the eng cher was so funny.

he gave me oral.

i laughed till like siao.

heex.

ALMOST EVERYONE LAUGHED.

IN FACT-

then he like asking y u all laugh at me.

humphs.

fine.

i had the oral twoo times

i told him

he never gave me the imaginative space

to THINK.

he said.

okays.

u say lors.

then i said all maii crapx out.

still very short lols

no choice.

failing my mid-yr le.

during chi.

dunno wad yinwen saying

she was there last 1o minutes of

the lesson.

saying

PINKY PINKY PINKY

then i was there ???

nvm.

after sch went to jp straight.

wahhas

then nearly there.

it started to rain.

no choice lors.

we are very clever.

tml f&n

i dunno anythingy la

mixed and confused.

and guys in maii klass are calling me.

WXY

moii short form.

full name lehs

so COINCIDENTAL hors

i said.

they very slow.

second yr le then noe

moii pri sch classmates all noe

the first time they see my name.

EHS.

confused

in the sense tat

i dunno wad i'm doing now.

in other words

I"M IN A LOSS.

in dunno where

hais going to meet tow peng

at sch bus stop.

for cdac.

see if i can be

more conscious ltr on.

-w.x.y tats mii-

i must admit

I"M GOIN BANANAS!!!

GOING TO BE MAD-

again.

related to moii f&n work..

1 essay qns need abt at least 1-2 hrs.

i still hab

currently.

8 QNS.

was thinking

can i just die like this?

i dun think even if

burning midnight oil would be of any use.

so

i'll make this post a short and sweet one.

chiong moii he le la.

hais.

-busy. busy. busy -

it is currently

raining.

very very very de heavily lors.

jus came bk frm raffles place.

went there de temple.

saw erms.

someone la.

dunno wad to say

countdown to mid yr.

is 2o days like tat.

i'm DEAD

REAL DEAD

we cannot depend on hkss teachers.

we will die

if we depend on them.

hais

ytd

went orchard

rained also

we shared an umbrella.

lols.

legs kanna splahed by water.

ate ice cream there.

woahs..

it's very very

DELICIOUS.

suddenly feel like

having heartache.

it doesn't matters to mii anymore

hais

of DISTURBANCE-

hehs.

aWWw.

so sleepy.

dunno shld do wad now lehs.

so sians.

continue later.

- sad. depressed. him? -