sniffy, sniffy me

2 days ago, it wa just 2 sneeze.
ytd, it was justa few more sneezes.
today, it evolved into some virus that made me wished i wished i cld pluck off my nose.
went to collect my cert today.
ah.
feels so unrealistic.
anyway, i actually sat in the bus stop opp sch for a whole 15 mins.
thinking of the times i had in that building.
well, some sad tints.
some unforgettable ones.
but mostly hilarious ones.
i found my new targets.
ITOUCH !!!
but still saving $$ for lappie :X


shall end here, i cant type anymoree


i know,its not.

i exist, i do not live
the difference between living and existing?

since my existence seems to make you so much unhappier,
why did you even bother to bring me itno existence?
it's not like i'm happy everyday.

; suddenly...

I DONT FEEL LIKE GG TO UNI.
i feel so stuffed up.

just, being a lil' emo

很多时候，
过去是无从想起的。
遗失了那张发黄的照片，遗失了那曾经枯萎的记忆。

伸出手，抓不到任何东西。

也许，总有些东西会留在声明最深处，深深浅浅的痕迹，
当心轻轻拂过，已不会感到疼痛，只有一份麻木。

快乐与忧伤，一切都已成为过去，依然能感受到的那份真实与感动，虚伪与悲伤。


记得有人说过：
“但你的眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候，睁大眼睛，千万别乏眼，你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程。心，在眼泪落下的那一刻变的清澈明晰！”


爱久了，成了一种习惯，
痛久了成了一道刻痕，
恨久了，成了一种负担。


没有了激情的爱情，从火热走向平淡，
或许就是我们一直在追寻的一种永恒。
虽然，我们都不知道，这份平淡还是不是会那么让人心动。
只是等待，无论时间是否冲淡了一切，心，还在它原来的位置，已固执的方式和速度执着地跳动......

一个人在你的一生中，遇见一个懂得很用心爱你或是遇见一个值得你用心去爱的人，是幸福的。

拥有的往往不是最好，因而也不会懂得珍惜。
也许，这个时候，等待比拥有更好！

爱情，只是一瞬间的感觉，
当我们在奇遇中有了爱情，却早注定了分离。
适合走在一起的人，从一开始就是为了彼此而生的。
世上倘若有两个人注定要相爱，那么在他们相遇之前，
他和她的每一步都会朝着对方走去，不偏不离，不管是多么的不可能。

我相信这一点，相信冥冥中注定的相遇和分离。
有心的人，再远也会记挂对方，无心的人，近在眼前也远在天边。

或许，我们都想永远的忘记一些东西，比如伤痕，比如心动。
可能，很久我们都不会哭了，无论受伤或是心痛，就那么冷眼地看着，在嬉笑中隐没了。
但始终，眼泪伴随着时间，不会融化。

saw mr lim in JP.
was like...hiding in e fitting rm.
lol.
for what?
i dunno.
i thought i saw that fish on weds.
but i dint have to the courage to step out of my shop.
these days have been feeling damn low.
make me high can?!

u know, i'm tired of waiting.
why not just restart everything.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

I FEEL LIKE A SHEEP.
meeeeeeeeeeeeeehs.
was asked to send my o lvls transcript.
when i was still slping
was like.....

met into fafa ytd
or shld i say that she came into the boutique and find me.
talked alot.
and i still havent go collect my cert.
cant find a time, working :(

manwhile, think that one of my friend has encountered some probs.
regarding BGR.
see, how complicated it is.
so, sometimes, i really think that liking someone does not equates to being tgt
just that feeling of liking.
see, sparks will fly(not a positive connotation here, know sparks that become fire and burn down e whole forest?)
as in.. differences.
in many things.
personality, interests, goals, priorities, mindset.
and when one attempts to change sth, sth will happen.
and in the end....it does not become 'happily ever after'
but, just a full-stop

so, doesnt it makes sense to leave everything as it is.
yes, you may feel tired sometimes.
but at least, in this case, you're only involving yourself.
not another person.
then, quietly forget and move on.

just sincerely that they'll get bk tgt if they can, sort out their probs.
or, just return bk to their usual lives.
cheer up :))
shld have returned to meet my friend under my blk that day
only realised sth so ..impt and serious happened when the status changed in fb.




bk to work tml :((
when's my marticulation letter coming?