hais.
hab been sick fer e past few days.
then keep on sleep n sleep.
then tml hab tuh go sch.
sians.
actualli.
mon can 9am then reach de.
then tml dunno gt wad stupid lecture?
then nid tuh report at 8am.
hais.
parents waiting fer my appeal.
all of a sudden they wan me go poly.
they change their minds real fast de ehs?
sians.
nxt sat n sun mayb nvr go work in jp de atrium
anyway
will go bk c my sha qi de.
stil deciding whether to cut my hair?
haahs.
hais.
u'll never noe wad i'm thinking
neither will anyone.-

hais.
soo tired this days.
dun look quite gdlah.
anyway.
i still waiting fer my appeal.
lol
must wait till end march-early april.
so tired
must tahan till so long
hais.
everyday go jp c my shuai ge.
so tired.
hab tuh ake up so damn early to sch
then so late then after sch.
die de la
i'll die if i continue this 4 3 yrs
their cca sux?
i dun wan but mus hab
then i wan de dey dun hab.
wth.
stupid ah
wan tuh pon cnt get mc.
sians
wait till one day i make myself damn sick.
hais
in cvharge broke up wif her stead.
so sad.
cnt help her wif anything like tat.
hais.
i wished.
i had tat little bit of courage-

wo zong yu ming bai
wei she me wo de in-charge hui dui wo shuo na ju hua.
ying wei ai shang yi ge ren de hua.
bi xu yao you hen da de yong qi.
dan wo que de jue jiu shi yong qi.
ying wei zhe yang.
wo chuo shi le hen duo ji hui.
hou hui ye lai bu ji.
ying wei gen ben zhao bu dao ta.
bu zhi dao ta zai na li.
ru guo shi jian ke yi dao liu.
huo wo you ji hui zai kan dao ta.
wo hui gu qi yong qi de.
ru guo bu neng yong you.
jiu qing rang wo wang ji.
hao hao zhuan xin de du shu.
ying wei.
wo chen shuo bu liao.
yi qie de yi qie.
wo zhi neng shuo
yao kan yuen fen....

hais.
everyday hais.
cos i really dunno wad will happen if i go tAT sch
omg.
hab tuh take A lvls.
parents giving stress.
wad shld i do.
anyway.
ytd went out
to tamah jurong there de standard n chartered.
then reach there.
the lady told us
go vivo there
!!!!!
in e end had to go there lol.
then did quite a lot of thingys ya?
then tot of tat sha qi again.
haha
zihui sae help mi go bugis c he there ma..
lols
cos poor me.
hab tuh report to sch tml le.
7 3o am.
hab tuh wake up early.
sians.
then sch ends quite late
abt 3 or 4 like tat.
so bored!
dunno if i can get my combination anot
still some sort of waiting for my appeal result.
now.
i really dunno whether to eally stay in MI or wad
i think i might as well get out n work ritex.
seems like i'm so dump.
hais...

______sha qi..where r u?..
i dun wan go sch-

hais.
super shang xin ahx
wo zhen de kan bu dao na ge sha qi hen zhong de sha qi le ba.
mon c him 3 times
lols.
normally he only walk past 1 time nia.
thinkin abt it.
quite coincidental la.
when i transfer from dano to match.
he transferred frm sandstorm to storm.
then i also actualli decided tuh leave on mon or tues de.
then drag till ytd.
wad i can sae?
nth at all lol.
hais.
tat time look direct at him.
he was like..
dunno wad tuh say.
anyway.
these 1-2 months in jp.
was my happiest days.
all my colleages.
n. zihui!
yeah.
haha
we work at same shop last few weeks.
thks fer ren me sae.
I DUN WAN GO MI.
i realli dun wan tuh go mi
dun intend tuh go uni.
or even take A lvls.
appealing fer sp de course.
n np de.
its up tuhy fate now.
anyways,
i still hab tuh go tuh MI this coming week
if appeal nt success.
i stuck in there fer 3 yrs.
i dunno waqd to do seriously.
really.
i'm floating n lost.
really lost in directions.
y pple wan tuh go mi?
y pple wan tuh go poly ewhen they can go jc.
stupid ahs
nth better tuh do.
zhuo bo
manybe going tuh work in atrium at jp
only on sat n sun
c can c him mahs.
haahs
today u movie
a bit dots lols
then finally realised wad wm said was true.
few of my frens also sae b4 actualli.
guys are more matured after their ns?
lols.
so.
i cnt link tuh anything.
wad are they linkin it to?
now thinkin of hab tuh go tuh mi
hab tuh wake up at 5 3oin e morning.
then take 99 again
then change 157.
very sians.
zhen de.
hao xiang zai ci kan dao ta.
sui ran..
ta de sha qi zhen de hen kong bu.
esp when u look into his eyes.
but when he smiles.
is okay la.
i sha qi also very heavy wad.
xi guan le.
hais.
dan yuan wo xiang yao de dong xi dou neng chen zhen.
tu ran jue de hao kong xu.
ze me ban.
you ren ke yi jiao wo ma.

hais.
bianh ehs
i suai till get into MI
very stressed.
then wanna appeal also no use.
god save me can.

oh.
so sians now adays.
i no shuai ge can c le la.
only one at sports town.
opp mo shop.
then one or two options de.
walk past.
sandstorn de.
ehs
he today neberr work lehs.
cnt c him
anyway.
saw lotsa pple i noe everydae.
ytd see sec n pri schmates.
todae c classmates
hais
in jp damn easy bang into pple.
but nw change tuh match better?
can slackk
haahs.
workin wif zihui
then saw joycelyn at pantry there.
she sae soo good.
haahs]
anyways.
i'm damn unhappi of e change\
no shuai ge can c de wors.
then zihui sae the shuai ge i like to c.
sha qi very heavy
like last time de me.
then i sae gd mahs.
waaahss
dunno la.
workin till mar 18.
countdown.
sobs.
no pple tuh c..