BAD DAYS

it has been a long time ever since

i've been this sick and uncomfortable

having cough, sore throat, blocked nose and cold

ALL AT ONCE

omg.

I DREAD IT!

i totally hate it

but if this can allow me to exchange EXCUSED FROM PE for one week.

i wldnt mind.

its nt the sport that i dun like,

nor the exercising, nor the teacher.

its just some kind of my extreme mindset.

how am i going to sch with all those horrible illnesses

sighs***

FED UP

I'M NOT SO IN E MOOD TO BLOG.

anyway

sch is getting tougher.

with PW cuming in

and more withdrawals frm my class.

PE was even worse

why cant they like let us live in peace

and.. THEIR MEMORY IS SUPER DUPER POWERFUL.

shall not elaborate on that.

i asked tina some random qns which i dun even noe why i asked during maths lesson

"will you be sad and cry if i die"

"yah"

"will you come and attend my funeral?"

"yah"

i was like..blank for a second, waking up into the reality when she added

"at where?"

i was laughing like hell la.

i read I BELIEVE YOU

its very nice

but why cant they just let me see the ending.

the heart i had once,

with warmth

the heart i have now,

its...just empty and cold

sch is making me so lifeless.

i'm like a walking corpse.

long updates..sighs

it has already been hmm ard 10 days since i last updated.

dint have time and the mood to blog lahs.

feeling like so low like that.

sighs*

weds, mar 12

went to watch rule #1 with adeline

and i went to make my passport.

hahas

the photo is damn idiotic

thurs-sun

rotting at home

trying to chiong finish my hw.

and THERE GOES MY HOLIDAYS.

mon, mar 17

received our PW tasks.

JOURNEYS or MODERNISATION

how i know what to do sia.

after that got assembly

when i was going up to class, thought i saw someone so familiar

standing nxt to amos near the flagpole.

was someone frm shiyun's class in HKSS

i wasnt so sure

so went to check the whole pre U 1 namelist outside foyer.

and~

it turned out that i was right.

and tina found her pri schmate too.

after tt went to watch rule #1 with tina agains.

first time i watch ghost movie ca eat nachos happily without covering my eyes.

tues, mar 18

had PE

was playing frisbee

tina dun nid to go for PE.

so nice

can do self study sia.

arggh.

weds, mar 19

was a short day though

had a GP timed assignment which i dint have time to complete finish

completely lost

then had to rush for PW

and the very lame HT period at e hall.

and i got my form for june holiday trip to shandong.

hahas

aftersch went to westmall with tina.

and we was talking abt ghosts for the whole afternoon.

thurs, mar 20

went to sch

other classes go for CIP

our class going next fri

after sch somemore

so sians

anyway, we were playing with balloons.

so fun...

hahas

then we made a whole lot of flowers and tie into a bouquet

the dumbest thingy was i had to go lavender collect my passport after sch

carrying those balloons.

so scared it would burst in e mrt or at the passport collection place

afterall, it dint BURST.

we went to bugis after tt.

walked ard

ate one damn nice cream puff.

then ate dinner at raffles hospital.

hahas.

HOLIDAY FEVER+ CRAMPS

OMG.

IS IT FATED THAT I FOREVER CANNOT GET MC ON SCH DAYS?

ytd went to RI listen to tt talk

after tt went to take neoprints wif edlyn and huixia =D

haha

after tt went to IMM wif adeline

after tt reached home.

i measured my temperature

38.1 degrees.

was feeling very cold and suffering lahs

then i cant drink any cooling drinks to make my fever go away

cos i got my red flag day

and i'm in pain bcos of cramps now!!!

ARGGHS.

PARENTS MEETING

finally back from the parents meeting

looking at my results.

its like....

dunno wad to say

mr lim told me to shift to the FRONT in maths lesson.

OK.

i'll try and ask qns also.

maths is disastrons but for the sake of my future.

i shall STUDY HARD.

REAL HARD.

COS I MUST GO UNI!!!

AND I GOT MY BURSUARY APPROVED

YEAHS~

*cnt wave ny hand cos ytd play wii game in sy hst too hard.

adeline's player just wont die.

argggh.

dada***

MY RESULTS:

GENERAL PAPER(H1) S(39)

MATHS(H1) U(18)

CHI LIT/LANG(H2) E(45)

MGT OF BIZ(H2) C(55)

ECONS(H2) C(55)

CONDUCT: EXCELLENT

COMMENT: XIN YI IS AN OBEDIENT AND ATTENTIVE STUDENT. SHEMUST IDENTIFY HER WEAKNESS IN HANDLING E MATHS PAPER. SHE SHLD ALSO LEARN TO SPEAK UP MORE OFTEN TO CLARIFY HER DOUBTS.

PS

i PASSED my 3 H2s :)

i FLUNKED my 2 H1s

oh..

finally i have managed to settle on this dumb computer

who throw me by byself one side every time.

windows cnt start up..and blah blah blahs~

ytd.

went jp again

ate LJS agains

and watch LEAP YEARS agains.

obviously, this time i was prepared.

to rmb the quotes*

hahas

lets see...

1 . it is not in the stars that decide our destiny. it is in our hands.

2. coincidence is God's way of being anoynomous

3. in 3 words, i have sum up everything that i've learned in life: IT GOES ON

4. a person's often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it

5. if you are not too long, i'm willing to wait for you in this world.

thats abt it bahs.

anyway, pple make me feel that i am quite heartless, emotionless.

it's like everyone who watched e movies cry

but.. i dint leh.

i was abt to drop a tear, but some thoughts pulled me bk

and i dunno what thoughts i had exactly that made my tears go bk into my eyes

nvm.

but i do rmb one saying mentioned in the movie

"its better to have been loved and lost than never to be loved at all"

well...

in the first place, what lasts eternally ?

what is the definition of eternity?

does it exist?

has it been proved?

hahas.

tml still have sth like amazin race which makes me so.....

AMAZED.

hahas.

anyway, i think i need time to settle out sth wif myself.

knock all my rubbish frm my common test in my brain.

E-LEARNING

phew

i dun wan to experience any e-learning anymore

NEVER!!!

its fine if u wan me to wake up at 8AM to do my work.

but PLS MAKE SURE THAT EVERYTHING IS WELL-FACILITATED CAN?

i CANNOT SUBMIT MY MGT NO MATTER HW I TRY.

anyway

went to sch for e workshop

felt ssssso SLEEPY.

sians.

after sch go walk walk with tina and makan.

saw one nice bag!

sians.

I'M ALREADY IN HOLIDAY MODE LE LORS.

dunno why.

tml still have to go sch~

sighs*

NANA!!!

just watched finish NANA and NANA 2.

it's a bit slow....watching it after 3 years it released.

but..at least i watched it in the end.

and i'm so happy that i made oita point to watch it.

online, of course.

the two gals have this very diferent friendship

that i once found.

but it's sort of lost now

anyway, its very touching.

and i have just realised.

theres a whole lot of hw waiting for me.

tml is e-learning week

i dun need to go sch, initially.

INITIALLY.

but because of dunno wad learning style workshop profiling..

i have to go bk to sch frm 2-5pm

after that i still have maths remedial frm 5-6pm.

sighs.

*how i wish i could go bk to those times, all of us being so happy.

LEAP YEARS. >.<

oh.

friday has arrived yet again

anyway, i went out after sch with adeline agains.

i suddenly rememberes ytd was 29th feb..leap year

hahas.

and there was this movie named THE LEAP YEARS.

it was a nice movie overall,

except that there was some "no link" parts.

why the guy was in a coma???

and i love the quotes inside e movie.

"one often meets his destiny on the path that he chose to avoid it"

"its better to be loved and lost than never to be loved at all"

haahs

bumped into some people in jp.

i cant seem to avoid bumping into anyone in jp everytime i go there.

anyway, i went to the frontier wif adeline.

let her finish her celestial zone.

i got a book that taught me how to improve my memory

judging at the huge chunks of content that i have to remember ,

i guess that book will be very very useful to me.

i left there at 8.45 pm

that was the longest and latest i stayed in a NLB.

hehs.

i thought i saw someone familiar.

but maybe i dint c correctly~