i'm off to WORK soon.
DUN EXPECT ME TO BE ONLINE.
CONTACT ME THRU MY PHONE KAES.
BUHBYES <3

as promised.
the central pics.


was trying to bully her..but looked like i sayang her like that.

i dunno what's she's trying to do..LOLS.

I NO FACE TO SEE PPLE.LOLS





in the end decided to play consecutive 5 takes

one

two


three

four

five!

last random twist

end of central trip :D

I'M SO SORRY.

the zoo trip pics will be delayed

cos i'm having cramp now.

was rolling in bed for few hrs

WHY MUST I BE A GIRL?!

I FEEL SO LIKE JUMPING FROM THE HIGHEST BUILDING OF S'PORE
AFTER READING THE SUGGESTED ANSWER SCHEME FOR E A LVL MATHS.
although i forgot my answers...
hmmmmmmmm.
I DUNNO LARHS.
CONFUSED LIKE HELL.
i finally charged my cam battery.
WHICH MEANS I'LL UPLOAD MY PICS IN NO TIME
NAMELY 2 EVENTS.
the zoo trip and
me and shi taking pics at central, which was like....
damn funny cos pple staring at us.
BUT.
we still had fun

I MISS MY PRI SCH FRIENDS AND SECONDARY SCH ONES.
we had so much fun tgt.
everything was so pure, simple
we dint even had to think if doing sth for someone is worth it
cos we know it more than worth it.

nowadays,i think abt the things i have done currently, at present
and the more i think, the more i wonder
AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING?


wont be updating much nxt week cos i'll be busy working
HAHAS.
moreover,still got one half marathon to handle.
worst of all stil have to work after tt
seriously wonder if i'll be able to hang on till 10pm
or even make it on time to work
eveything is just so rush
this holidays has been packed!
with work
with outings with friends
with work(only few weeks, hehs)
with my rest time!

i'll try to update.
cos there'll surely be nice things to talk abt
and bad things too.
thanks to the customers
butit'll have to depend on what time i arrive bk home
cos i still haven decide on how i'm gonna get home and to IMM.


I'LL UPDATE THE PICS AT NIGHT, MAYBE.

tagged by zahidah....

1. State 10 weirdest things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2. People who get tagged, write everything that was stated above, as well as the rule
3. When done, name 10 names to do this game
No tagged back`


since i have nth to do...
lets get it STARTED!

1. i drink with 2 straws
2. i feel awkward talking to guys(with exceptions, haha)
3. i am random most of the times
4. pple think tt they know me when they actually don't. i dont even understand myself
5. i can hate you yet eating and chatting happily with you
6. i dint have much ambitions ever since i was young(except for being able to work with animals?)
7. i dont eat cadbury chocolates. or rarely. its too sweet!
8. i cant live without air-con! there was once in secondary sch i almost cried due to the hot and humid temperature
9. i feel pains when i have my MC to the extent i cant sit nor stand properly.
10. I NEVER INTENDED TO TAKE THE A LVLS!!!!!!


the pple tagged
1. long maox
2. shi yun
3. edlyn
4. icy
5. zihui
6. yifang
7. my sis
8. my cousin
9. tina
10. anyone who come across this.

THIS IS SO HARD TO THINK OF!

If you truly love and miss that person, Then, love will come again when you meet that person again. Just like playing a game of hide and seek, No matter where he/she hides or even if you can't see him/her, He/she must be waiting at some place for you. Amid the countless chaos, Just like the sincere prayers of love. The people in love will surely meet again

OH.
this is sooooooooo sweet.
if the thing i meet is maths.
i can tell you for sure i wont fall in love with it.
EVEN IF I MEET IT A MILLION TIMES.

argghs.
i woke up uper eaarly today.
ard 8 am.
cos my sis say i got a call frm sch
i was like ?!?!
then took the call.
had to go down to sch just to SIGN a bursary form
I WAS IN SCH FOR LESS THAN 5 MINS =.=
OMG.
and its only tuesday.


i have a very VERY LAME joke to share.
thanks to icy so much
sen to me during 1 am

a son asked his father how he came into this world when his father was online.
the father asked, 'can i tell you later?'
the son asked,'why not now?'
the father said'okay okay.u listen carefully..'

'one day, when i was online with ur mun in the room,ur father connect to ur mum's USB port , then ur mum download sth frm my memory stick. when ur dad upload finish, he realised tt he dint open firewall and ur mum dint install anti-virus. when i wanted to delete it, it was too late.after nine months, you were born. do u understand now?'

the son replied, 'OH, SO I'M A VIRUS!?'

it's gonna be a brand new week.
i can only say...
this holiday has been so packed!
i hardly rest!
i hate switching jobs
cos it takes sth for me to adjust...
if only i was the type who can easily-let-go
hehs.
anyway, tml running with tina at jurong west stadium
i'm so damn freaking happy.
cos its damn near my hse.
HAHA.
thinking of watching Cape No.7

a real prince doesnt make the princess sad
but sadly, princes doesnt exist in this world
there are only b******s who act like prince.
but dun be too sad.
in the same way, there are no princesses.
there are only witches who pretend to one

HELLO EVERYONE!
I'M BACK
HAHAHA
I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MY JOB
for 2 days only
although actually could have 3 days
but because i called another friend then have to cut one day off.
when i reached theoffice today, that Wilfred wasnt there yet
so i could only stone at the computer
then the HR Manager come and chat with me
i was like.....okay,sure..blahblahblahs.
then Wilfred finally came
he was like..'hi, morning'
i was like..'oh..hello'
then he asked me if i knew the new girls name....i say No
i know her?
No.
then he say'oh..nvm..u cont' wif ur job'
then i was there...waiting for him
cos he need to help me log in before i can access the contacts..
then the funny episode came in at lunchtime.
cos i was meeting someone for luunch
was like thinking to ask if i could go for lunch at 12pm
then it was already 11 55 am or plus
as he was sitting beside me, he got look at me.
then i was wondering if i shld ask him.
then i decided not to, and pretended to focus on the com.
then after ard 1 min, he turned to me again.
was like wondering if he telling us to go for lunch at what time or what
then i pretended to be sending a e-mail..focusing again
and this repeated till ard 12 where he went to lunch super early today
when i went bk, he was already there
then after sometime ard 2 , i told him i finished the PMP preview list already
he said very good.
then he go tally the number of pple gg.....of course, i stone again.
i thought i cld relax a bit already.
then what happened?
he gave me another list...and
I WAS SHOCKED TO THE HIGHEST MAX!
not only are those companies MNCs.
like DBS,HSBC,Nokia,NTU,NUS,SMU,Intel,Fujitsu......just to name a few
but all the people who are on the list are holding high positions
all like specialists
consltans lah, regional manager,regional director,and worst still
I HAD DEPUTY DIRECTOR,DIRECTOR,VP
THERE WAS EVEN THE DIRECTOR WITH MAS
i was like....feel like strangling someone sitting beside me
but i had to make the calls..
there were some funny times
when those pple though i was in CUSTOMER RELATIONS OFFICER
asked me if who and who still in company?
there was once was so nervous that i dropped the phone on the table
it was so loud
then i was like..look at him
then he say..dun worry dun worry
i was like..okay...
then when it was 6pm
he dint ask me to leave when the other girl had already left alredy
i was like....how long must i stay
so i waited for him to finally chat finish to ask if i could go
then he helped me logged off and say see u tml
i was like...
'uhh..actually today is my last day so do you know i can collect my pay?'
he was like 'HUH?!"
i said "yapps"
then he was stoning for ard 5 seconds
then he said he help me check with the HR manager
and the manager asked me if the job was ok
i said..ya..okay..wasnt as hard compared to sales
then the 2 of them was like
OH,YOU DO SALES AH!
YA... i know its quite unbelievable, but do they have to looked so shocked.
like student cant do sales?
haha
then blahblahblah
then they say thank you for the help
if u got holidays free give me a msg to see if i have any work for you to do.
i was like ok
then they say BYE to me
and off i went home
i just realised tt the new girl is fron the same seondary sch with me,HAHA
2 YEARS OLDER



just feel SORT OF AWKWARD
cos i'm just used to the job and i have ended the job
nvm
i still got one more week to dano's atrium
anyway, this job is not bad considering its 7 bucks per hr
and i think i got ard hundred bucks at least
but the way i have to talk to the clients still stay in my head
i can even tell you exactly !

'Hi, i'm xinyi calling from Comat and Microsoft. we would like to invite you to this complimentary event organised by Microsoft on this coming 25th november. It will be held at the Microsoft Auditorium, One Marina Boulevard(near Raffles MRT stn) between 9-12.
Would you be interested in attending this event?'

and thats my standard speech
but usually after that is non-uniform answer cos they asked lots of qns
so we just send mailer to them.
i cleared almost 200 pple .
if i included those who nvr pick up the call, shld have ard 300-400 pple
WOW.
thats the most number and i believe it will be the most numeber of calls tat i have made in 2 days.
BYE BYE COMAT.
HAHA

i'm back again.
went to city hall area with tina and her long.
well....
halfway my cousin messaged and asked if i wanted to do work
7 bucks per hr,
calling pple to confirm if they attending the microsoft seminar.
10am-5.30pm
OMG.
i cant believe i will be doing this job
HAHA.

this world is so freaking irritating and biased


Comment J'espère disparaître sur la surface de la Terre
Je ne suis rien


and there's still 99 days till everything stops.

everyone is waiting for someone.
who is waiting for you?
who are you waiting for?

YEEEEAHHS.
i've got work coming on in DEC.
got work=got MONEY.
hehs
estimated earnings wld be ard...
min=$700
max=$750
($.$)
cos i got another atrium to do.
wahhaas.
the manager asked me wan to do the westmall atrium or not
THANK GOD MOE CHANGED THE SCH OPENING DAY
my atrium in IMM stretches frm 1st dec-7th dec
which the last day so heng is my marathon day
just now asked her if i could go work at 2pm that day
and she AGREED!
unexpected.
cos normally they will just say u dont work at all for tt day
or even the entire atrium
HAAHS.
and the westmall atrium starts at 27th dec -4 th jan,
I THINK~
anyway, must thank GUAN YIN PU SA
maybe she made the MOE CHANGED IT.
hahas

gg bk to sch tml to clear some things in e locker
after that gg DAISO WITH ZAHIDAH.
shopping!!!
lalalas~

went to the zoo ytd.
i think go there once every 10 years shld be enough.
thurs walked ard CBD, city hall, clarke quay, bugis area.
with only 174 taken frm sch.
walked ard 12km.
maybe it was due to the performance during OP.
i dint feel tired.
just felt like walking aimlessly.


going to zoo was not fun.
it was raining.
and, what to say?
i just felt low and down.
i dint feel happy when i saw those animals.
sometimes, i dun even know why pple feel tt i'm happy
with just a smile, one can fool everyone else.
pple are so easy to be deceived.



i cant post my photos up currently.
cam's battery flat
so..
just wait for tml or a few days.
i'm not used to things slowing down
compared to sch time.
i need to adjust





there's still hundred and six days to the end of story.

IT HAS BEEN AHECTIC WEEK.
AND NOW, EVERYTHING HAS SLOWED DOWN.
shall update after tml.
too many things to say, too many things to think abt
i only know that i've decided to round it all up
whatever the result will be, let it be.
can only say my OP was disastrous.
the teacher write so many comments, like writing essay
i'm sick and tired of this life.
anyway, i'm gonna go ZOO TML.
i rather go see animals than humanbeings.
i rather love animals than human.


and if everything goes wrong,
we have ard 108 days left.

WOOOHLALA.
lets countdown.
its.
less than 11 hours to my OP.
CELEBRATE the end of my poor throat suffering,
trying to struggle to be heard.



the creases unfolded
yet not ironed.

oh god.
holy cow,god whatever.
what paper is that?
it is almost un-do-able
meaning= it cnt be done.
format so different.
so rubbish
even teachers say its unprofessional
what is the maths talking abt?
esp qns 9
the tree diagram.
i cant even draw the 'tree'
who knows how to draw?
nvm..
the qns is below.
who know how to draw the tree pls tell me e solution.


2 children Tan and Mui are each given a pen frm a box containing 3 red pens and 5 blue pens. One pen is chosen at random and given to Tan. A green pen is then put in the box. A second pen is chosen at random frm the box and given to Mui.

lol
i drew 4 diff trees.
with pens
with the 2 human.
none logical.
SAD AHS.

i tell u.
i got at least 35 marks gone
i see them with their wings flying to heaven while i fall to hell.
if maths FLUNK, might as well switch to poly


i still got OP.
OPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP
IS NIGHTMARE.
THURSDAY IS THE END, AT 8, i'll start
i'll end at ard 8.3o.
to comfort myself, its only ard 35 hrs left
then i can sleep and work in peace.


finally understand today's thunderstorm.
i was stunned by the thunder
aiya, the lightning shld go strike the setter.
so evil, no conscience.

how i hate myself
the existence being a tragedy itself
the feelings a burden
the self numb

saw an interesting article.
HAHA.
seems interesting.
but i wonder if its logical
how to see one person 500 times.
that means if you want to know that person.
how many times must you look into their eyes?
eyes not tired mehs...?

有个年轻美丽的女孩，出身豪门，家产丰厚，又多才多艺，日子过得很好。



媒婆也快把她家的门槛给踩烂了，但她一直不想结婚，因为她觉得还没见

到她真正想要嫁的那个男孩。



直到有一天，她去一个庙会散心，于万千拥挤的人群中，看见了一个年轻的

男人，不用多说什么，反正女孩觉得那个男人就是她苦苦等待的结果了。 可

惜，庙会太挤了， 她无法走到那个男人的身边，就这样眼睁睁的看着那个男

人消失在人群中。



后来的两年里，女孩四处去寻找那个男人，但这人就像蒸发了一样，无影无

踪。




女孩每天都向佛祖祈祷，希望能再见到那个男人。

她的诚心打动了佛祖，佛祖显灵了。

佛祖说：“你想再看到那个男人吗？”

女孩说：“是的！我只想再看他一眼！”

佛祖：”你要放弃你现在的一切，包括爱你的家人和幸福的生活。”

女孩：“我能放弃！”

佛祖：“你还必须修炼五百年道行，才能见他一面。你不后悔么？”

女孩：“我不后悔！”




女孩变成了一块大石头，躺在荒郊野外，四百多年的风吹＊晒，苦不堪言，

但女孩都觉得没什么，难受的是这四百多年都没看到一个人，看不见一点点

希望，这让她都快崩溃了。




最后一年，一个采石队来了，看中了她的巨大，把她凿成一块巨大的条石，

运进了城里，他们正在建一座石桥，于是，女孩变成了石桥的护栏。 就在石

桥建成的第一天，女孩就看见了，那个她等了五百年的男人！



他行色匆匆，像有什么急事，很快地从石桥的正中走过了，当然，他不会发

觉有一块石头正目不转睛地望着他。




男人又一次消失了，再次出现的是佛祖。

佛祖：“你满意了吗？”

女孩：“不！为什么？为什么我只是桥的护栏？如果我被铺在桥的正中，我

就能碰到他了，我就能摸他一下！”




佛祖：“你想摸他一下？那你还得修炼五百年！”

女孩：“我愿意！”

佛祖：“你吃了这么多苦，不后悔？”

女孩：“不后悔！”




女孩变成了一棵大树，立在一条人来人往的官道上，这里每天都有很多人经

过，女孩每天都在近处观望，但这更难受，因为无数次满怀希望的看见一个

人走来，又无数次希望破灭。




不是有前五百年的修炼，相信女孩早就崩溃了！

日子一天天的过去，女孩的心逐渐平静了，她知道，不到最后一天，他是不

会出现的。

又是一个五百年啊！最后一天，女孩知道他会来了，但她的心中竟然不再激

动。




来了！他来了！他还是穿着他最喜欢的白色长衫，脸还是那么俊美，女孩痴

痴地望着他。




这一次，他没有急匆匆的走过，因为，天太热了。

他注意到路边有一棵大树，那浓密的树荫很诱人，休息一下吧，他这样想。

他走到大树脚下，＊着树根，微微的闭上了双眼，他睡着了。

女孩摸到他了！他就靠在她的身边！

但是，她无法告诉他，这千年的相思。她只有尽力把树荫聚集起来，为他挡

住毒辣的阳光。



千年的柔情啊！



男人只是小睡了一刻，因为他还有事要办，他站起身来，拍拍长衫上的灰

尘，在动身的前一刻，他抬头看了看这棵大树，又微微地抚摸了一下树干，

大概是为了感谢大树为他带来清凉吧。



然后，他头也不回地走了！就在他消失在她的视线的那一刻，佛祖又出现了。


佛祖：“你是不是还想做他的妻子？那你还得修炼……”

女孩平静地打断了佛祖的话：“我是很想，但是不必了。”

佛祖：“哦？”

女孩：“这样已经很好了，爱他，并不一定要做他的妻子。”

佛祖：“哦！”

女孩：“他现在的妻子也像我这样受过苦吗？”

佛祖微微地点点头。

女孩微微一笑：“我也能做到的，但是不必了。”

就在这一刻，女孩发现佛祖微微地叹了一口气，或者是说，佛祖轻轻地松了

一口气。

女孩有几分诧异，“佛祖也有心事么？”




佛祖的脸上绽开了一个笑容：“因为这样很好，有个男孩可以少等一千年了，

他为了能够看你一眼，已经修炼了两千年。”

...

holidays has been ''officially''' announced

but i'm still working very hard,

for my OP, esp my maths

shall update abt the past weekon deepavali holiday, went to study maths with zahidah :)

at jurong spring CC there.

learnt those things tt i werent sure.

in the end, my fries drown in mac's curry sauce. -.-'''

hehs.

oh ya

in case if you wonder...

i dint save it...i let it drown.

tues was sch again, weds same.

nth much happen

i cant rmb anything.

THURS.

my chi A lvl exam

which i went in with a blank mind.

pple study for 2 yrs.

we only like attend 2 or 3 lessons.
but overall was..okay?

although i was wondering if there was anything wrong with me

cos i wrote ard 1600++ words.

which is 3 times of the requirements.

OMG.

i also dint know what i was writing.

compre were all pretty okay

xcept for the last 2nd qns.

FRI

went to sch for my OP trial

as well as being audience for other grps.

my result was pretty disastrous for the trial.

all AE.

feel like crying.

i wonder what i will do on next thurs.

ytd was also mum's burfday

went to buy cake

my only comment.

i still prefer choc to blackforest .

the cake with my mum

i wan choc cake!

me with my not-very-small slice of cake.

sians.

my whole upcoming week is all booked.

i will die ahs!!!

tml:study with zahidah at same place again

mon:go sch study 9-4pm with zahidah again

tues:go sch early do maths again, MATHS A LVLS, prepare for OP

weds: OP trial run with ms ang, preparation for OP again

thurs: my real OP at 8am. after tt catch 'coffin' with edlyn :)

fri:my movie date with shi, butterfly lovers

sat: go pan pacific hotel for buffet&cocktail treat

sun: zoo trip!

SEE!

i where got holiday?

still gg to sch for one whole week

i still got work

frm dec1st - 7th dec.

at IMM atrium

shld be opp LJS bahs

i was just wondering

can i still hangon on 7th dec

have to run 21 km then rush bk to work till night

ARRRGHS.

tampiness mall still pending

to add on, i got holiday assignments

chi lang

chi lit

econs

PLUS PLUS PLUS

revision.

for mgt, econs, everything

i want to push all my grades up

to at least BBC

or best,AAC

i think i shall depend on econs and mgt.

sighs.

i dun wan OP

i dun wan 02-18 assesors

so scary.

i dun dare to face pple

i dun dare to speak outloud

i dunno what will happen to my Q&A

i dun wan to fall sick now

my symtoms are showing.

sleeping for long hrs.......

ahhhhhhhhhs

irritated, flustered,nervous, stressed,helpless.