aihx...
funny thingys happend during ltr part of today
which was after i went bk frm jp
under my hse there de fitness corner.
then ...
gt a few grps of lion dancers or wadever frm my hse there de community club.
then
i continued playing la.
then was like..
i wanted to go home liao
cos my slipper broke again
went tuh second flr.
then~
thwo of the guys there smoking.
then they was like..
saying ''ehs''
then i was like..
took off my shoes then take up lol
then change a pair of shoes.
they were...
stunned la..
i dun even shld call them kids anot lool.
look so yooung.
n small!
smoking some more
after which i had tuh go down again
cos i no keys
meaning i have tuh pass them again/..
then they smile at me.
or laughed?
dunno lah
then i went supermarket there..
came bk le.
my little bro tell me.
jus nw they went fitness corner.
then they pointed at me.
said i very cute.
then i was like
dunno wad to say lol.
I LOOKED UTTERLY PAISEH LOL
AFTER TAT SHOES INCIDENT.
WALAO EHS.
IN FRONT OF THOSE PPLE SOMEMORE..
SAY CUTE TO AGITATE ME AHX.
then i continue playing on the swinging thing la.
who noes.
the lion dance all that end liao..
they went on their lorries or wadever.
then--
i din notice
till my sis tell me lk in front.
wth.
they were waving.
n saying bye bye..
LOLS.
of course..
i acted blur.
cos pple at the bus stop were like..
who are they waving to.
n shoutin so loudly sia.
hais..
so paiseh..
anyway.
i went jp tat time
nvr go see sha qi ahx.
or rather..
dunno y..
no mood tuh c bahs.
haish
this few days at homeso sians!
nth th do.
except.
watch nwatch n watch tv..
haixx.
hope joe o sy they all go out tml or nxt week
waaaaaaaaaaaaaahsx.

hais..
this few days at home so sians.
then go watch a show
on youtube.
named.
my lucky starr.
in chi is fang yang de xin xin.
damn nice..
hahax.
but alwaes get stuck de
if not alwaes video unavailable
blah blah blah.
wan tuh go buy the show le bah
provided its nt too ex.
hais.
lin zhi ying hao shuai worx.
heex,
lol
nth tuh do mah
zhuo bo anyway.
then watched a lot of thingys today lol
waiting fer many shows to be out.
er zhou ju zhi wen.
huan huan ai.
fang yang de xin xin
lol
dunno lehx

but sometimes.
i really wonder why i living for-


who am i living for.
why am i living for.
wo huo zhe.
zhi de ma.
mu di shi she me.
focus is at where.
whats the purpose.
i don't know.
without you
i dunno which direct
to go
to follow.

wahahhahhahaahhahahhaaX.
i wanna go bang my head liaox.
first time i exxperience
the fea of failing chinese..
wad the hell lol.
compo was okay.
completed within one hour.
858 words ah.
but e thingys i write i tot was bit of point
waahsx
can kill myself.
the the compre i bia.
then the summary okay larhs.
but cancel here n there.
chers.
hope u all underwstand.
i finished the the last compre in 8 mins.
lol~.
summary took me 5 mins lol
so cancel here n there
hais.
if can pass i happy liaox.
i know wun take H2 liaox.
take H1.
can shake leg still
sobXxx.
haish
tml maths.
stupid sia
hab to figh t with maths again
this time
lucky gt GRAPHIC CALCULATOR>
my nw frenx.
haha.
then after tat accompany jan n sy tuh raffles?
thurs go bugis wif joe.
next mon go sentosa.
wahhaax.
all planned out.
wan tuh noe y i so free.
cvos after tml 1o 3oam,
i dun hab tuh go sch till nxt fri..
muahhahax~
buHgbyEx.
go practice maths liao.
dun wan tuh flunk ahsalthough e probabiltiy of faling is as high as to the extent of 99.99999999%.
haish~







`i'll remember you

EMMS.
LEARNED STH INTERESTING AGAIN.
as i had mentioned~
sha qi hadd a hair show last weds.
then my match de in charge jus now told me.
tat day..
when she called me...
she was asking me to go to the show sia.
at toa payoh.
toO faR anyway..
haix.
cos the bonia gal no time go.
ask her to bring me go.
omg.
was abit like
no link sia-
haha.
regrets?
nope.
nopex too much
haha
i watched e show on video too.
although its
DAMN BLUURR.
n i cant c anythingy like tat.
haissssh~
anyway
i think i gonna flunl my maths n MOB>
wth
i can only survive using essays lol.
hais
will get tuh c joe on thurs.
smilexx*
wahhahaas.
go bugis.
but meetat 7 am plus lyke tat.
haha.
lets hope.
my maths.econs.chi will be alrite.
hais~
wads e reason
and all the points nw?

haisx

jus nw went tuh jp.

saw sha qi

n i ate at lai lai agains.

k larhs

i noe io hab tuh concentrate on studies.

but i really cnt focus.

really tired~

i wan tuh change fer e better.

but hw?

i really really hab tuh study le

but nth wans to go in my head

wth!

feel like banging myself lol

我真的想忘记一切...
但是并没有想象中容易...
我会忘记他的－－
从这一刻起。

ITS HAS BEEN ONE MONTH
SINCE I LAST SAW HIM.
EVERYTIME I CAN HIM FER A VERY LONG TIME.
IT INDICATES THAT IT WILL BE A VERY LONG TIME B4 I CAN C HIM
E VERY NEXT TIME.
WHEN WIL IT EVER BE THE VERY LAST TIME.
i need to go buy my pen
if not mon exams use blood write liaos.
ireally very tired of living
everyday.
wake up.
think of exams
nid tuh study.
n a lot of oter thingys .
really very tired
hen lei.
when can i ever go to sentosa n let myself go.
~will i even get there???

hais.
ever since i worked at the atrium @ jp.
i've no mood tuh study.
WORST OF ALLL..
MY MID YRS ISH NEXT WEEK
AND I CANT GET MY MIND OF TAT PERSON
I DUN WAN FLUNK LEHX.
then no mood tuh study.
hais.
nw i understand y i nvr c sha qi liao.
tues he off day bahs.
but weds.
he was doin some show.
wahhahs.
i clever bahx.
gt some info frm a blog.
hahaha
muahahaha.
shall go jp soon.
lols~~
but--
MUST STUDY FIRST.
I TODAY ONE WHOLE DAY AT HOME STARE AT NOTES.
BUT NTH GO INSIDE MY HEAD.
LOL...
i'm nt very sure nw....
hw i feeL.

hAIXXX
today went tuh hkss..
sians~
then go jp..
c pple tat i shld nt c.
suey ahx
met up wif cao lao shi
crapped a lot..

哎....

无聊哦...

每天都这样晚回来...

好累～

last two days..

忍！！！
忘了一切或许是对的－－

从哪里开始就在哪里结束。。。

一日不见如隔三秋...

对我来说，一日不见如隔三世...

wad e hell

worked at atrium today

damn sians.

leg super suanx.

hais

tot i saw sha qi at storm

sittin down there zhuo bo~

haish

then long maox came find me.

hais.

den closing tat time. horrible la.

wentout of jp at 11pm!

stupid.

gonna sleep.

tml e security guard will scold ud dex.

haix.

haix.
zhen de shi yue xiang yue tou tong.
nxt week goin work at atrium le.
ahhhx.
then on 19th go hkss co bbQ bahx~
then weds accompany jan go sentosa?
yaa.
abt tat
then rest of the days hab tuh bia liaox.
bia ahx~
my management/econs/maths esp.
help me la.
regretted agreed on workin atrium.
hw now?
haish~
wonder if he's really quitted or clearing his leave.
haix..

waaaaaaaahs.
i'm gona work next week.
IMAGINE SPENDING MY LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS WORKING
1OAM TO 10PM SOMEMORE.
AND WORST OF ALL.
STANDIN ON HEELS E WHOLE 12 HOURS.
STRESED OUT BY SALES.
AND-
cnt c sha qi.
k larhx
noe damn a lot abt him liaox
live near jp.
malaysian but is PR.
number also gt.
haix.
dunno y gt sucvh info.
like i stalker sia.
lolx.
no use tuh mie anyway.
n they claimed tat he'sstillworking.
when i cnt c him!
haix.
worst of all...
next weeki'm gonna be in jp dere
doin dano de atrium.
again,after 5 months lyke tat.
time passes reallly fats.
but nt at e atrium
evry nitex c those aunties mes u8p e clothes.
e nxt day i must go n fold till siaox.
but quite hppy doin ttat.
dunno y.
i must be sick lorhx.
this few days bia fer exams.
must study.
cox gt work
then last week of holidays still hab tuh go out gai gai.
shoppin~
hahax
cut my hair isalso a must
think ask my mum cvut better la.
dun make me hab a big headache.
hais~
hope can c tat person mahxx?
frankly speaking,
i dunno.
just..let thingys be the way they ae supposed tuh be.

last few days..
till nw..
ever since i gt e news.
really cnt eat or sleep nomally.
hw~
i dunno y.
but i feel so sad.
tears jus swell up in my eyes without any reason
then lyke eye bags n panda all out
mornign even almost fainted.
low blood sugar?
pressure also low bahs.
vetry unhappy
rearely smile.
even hab tuh force my self tuh gib a damn little smile.
i dunno
watched pirates of e caribbean.
3 hrs lyke tat
also no use
then pple frm office called?
think they ak me go do atrium bahx.
if hab
maybe i'll do.
reason.
make myelf busy..
then wun think of other thingys.
includin tat idiot.
although i dunno y i call him idiot .
sighx~

shou fang kai???

haix
he really nvr work at storm le.
also neber c er ren er hao.
heart broken.
if anyone noes where's he..
pls tell me kaes?
he's called zun bahs?
if i'm nt wrong~

Haix.
Today went jurong point
Then
Chen xuan came
Then told me abt wad e bonia gal told her.
Sha qi nt workin le.
Damn sad
Or devastated~
E gal also like him la.
Then we finally noe whu his name was
Zun.
We guessed correctly tat time la.
Anyway
I looked inside 3 times today
But dint c him
Think he really neber work liaox.
Haix..
How?
But e bonia gal gt e number
Asked xuan if I want
Haha.
A bit diaos la.
Dunno~
Really lost.

如果有喜欢的人。
就要好好的珍惜...
不要到来不及时－－
才后悔...

Btw.
This phrase is damn true…