病倒了 :((

病倒了...
超累的，
感冒了:((
心情也因某人飞上天空，
接着狠狠地摔在地面...
唉，除了叹气，好象没舍可做滴。。。

早知道就不听她说的那些话了。

when i refuse to;

okay,
i cant be bothered to type it out.
its really irking me.

ar..arh...ARGGGGHS.

SOBS SOBS SOBS :((
WAS MUNCHING ON MY CHOC POCKY, THEN READ THREADS ABT A LVLS
turned out that pple felt that it was hard, as gd as killer paper :( (sad;heart breaks)
then , there were pple confident of getting As for it (even sadder; heart shatters to powder)
then, looks at the date; exactly 2 weeks from nw ( cant sleep alrdy ;((
aww.
saw pple outside my shops with botak heads; turned out to be sch mates, so i hid in my storerm.
OMG la, i dunno why i was hiding :(

off day tml :))

a late reflection

guess i've been too busy these days.
cant even write a post with standard.
planning to extend my work to end july.
cos i can save more, earn more, and spend more.
okay, the 3 conflict with each other :(
but i dont know what job i shld get.
and , its like only 16 days left for the result release.
i'm excited but stressed at the same time
anticipation with anxiety might be an apt description.
i need to find someone to go out with me, this saturday
finally got a off day on weekend, how cld i waste it just like this ?!
msg me or call me
so long as it is not illegal, and the venue's still in singapore i'll go :))



sometimes.
i do........

chines new year

some of ytd's phoyos.
the very pretty angel i've mentioned before.
called kaixin.
my 1st cousin's daughter :))
she loves the bunny, has 3 of the same!

isnt she a sweet little girl?awww..

whilst pple were gambling at casino at sentosa, we were opening up our IR2 at jurong division

LOLs

some of the cousins playing cards XD

shall find some other things to upload soon,

thinking that in 3 weeks my fate's gonna be fixed, its--terrible.

maybe i'll go JB to shop or find joe joe

and i wanna go for some shopping session and K session too :))

still gotta work tml :((

tada, thats all

goodnight ;)

festive seasons.

just came bk frm grandma's hse.
felt that new year has been evolving thru the years.
10 years ago, 10 years after--the feeling is totally different.
dont know why, but has been and is still feeling damn damn low these days.
even woke up breaking in cold sweat and tears on new year's eve.
horrible dreams.
then i think of my A lvls results.
some pple asked me if i had the confidence, but i seriously dont know.
i only know my maths has flunked,and i dunno what else i can do.

i never knew how great the impact was.
but i am deeply troubled by what i feel towards this matter
things has been changing, bit by bit.
and when you realise it--it makes a great difference.
i miss the days, 10 years ago.

when dates do not matter...and when it does

erms.
i think i'm dead.
i cnt find my lib bk titled 'before we say goodbye'
ARGHS.
and its due tml,4th feb
i was totally lost today.
thought it was tues today, so shld be 2nd feb.
turned out that when i looked at the com screen, i've been wondering tml is weds.
but felt it just dint make sense.
ok, in the end asked lydia, then she told me its weds today -.-'''
ok, i;m mixed up.
but it dint matter, cos i was totally a good as dead today, having to open the shop.
by the time it reached 2pm, my eyelids were heavy and droopy :(
at 3, i went to eat, and napped a bit at match.finally got better
gd thing?
tml start work at 2 30pm ^v^
shall stop nw, gonna find my bk :"(


my heart felt like it was trampled by an elephant;
I DONT KNOW HOW I ARRIVED AT THIS ANALOGY.

just, my imagination

the air is different today.
has been a long time since i last saw those beautiful hues of sunset.
reminds me of the sunsets i see in sch walking by the stadium
it was so...lovely and blissful
makes you feel contented and ....
anyway, i really miss sch .
awwws.
the sandwich, the very-diluted milo, the iguana i've nvr seen b4
and many other things.
if things cld go bk in time.those happy, cheerful moments.
maybe things cld be different if i was a lil' bit braver.
anyway, thinking that i've to open the shop tml makes me irritated
that'll make her owe me 1.5 hrs.
so....sians to go work :((
its a painful wait, for what seems to be like a judgement day
for that particular ay in march,
where i cant predict what's that day gonna be like.
in tears, smiles, or......


liking doesnt not restrict vacancies, you can like 100 pple
love is a different thing; you can only love one.

TADA~

...
seeing new faces all ard
plus old and familiar ones too.
what can i do,
i'm working at jurong.
i live in jurong
i grew up in jurong.
so, all the pple i know are mostly in jurong.
before i went into MI.
after MI, thats was DEFINITELY not the case.
anyway, work had been so bor--ing, that i keep looking for new ye candies.
finally found one.
but i thought sch's ones were much much moree better.
and i was freaked out on sat.
by the no of customers and the piles of clothes waiting for me to rtestore.
but it was rewarding when you see the sales hit.
$5***+++
haha.
but then, i ask myself again
so happy for what,also not my $$, plus me, got no commission


and from my flooding facebk status these few days,
the feed has been telling me sth.
the guys are gg to serve the nation ^v^
and i'm sorta feel.. funny over it.
HAHAS.
COS,
i really, sincerely from the bottom of my heart feel thats its funny XD
no offence.
anyway,
TAKE KAIRRES alright.
i'm waiting for my exciting stories in mar.
tsk tsk; just think abt PE lessons in MI, then think to army.
my reaction: shakes head, sighs.