last few minutes is e songx.

这是梦吧

这是在做梦吧

黑暗之中

我曾找寻过你的手

白烟迷朦笼罩着我

我最爱的人找不到

原来这一切只是个梦

我们是否还能够相爱

我想你我都明白

留下的也只是伤心的感慨

淡淡的离开我吧

别再回来吧

就算我真的流泪

就算我真的后悔

请告诉我

只是个梦

如果握着你的手

一定会伤的更痛

请告诉我

只是个梦

轻轻走吧

找寻一个可以能让你幸福的地方

haix.

this is de lyrics of e show i loved

but i only c some episodes.

last few

felt that it was damn touching lol.

the show name is 四大名捕..

haha

but it was filemed n showed in 2oo4 lyke tat

hw m i supposed tuh find it nw huhx?

anyone noe pls help me find..

thank you.

xie xie..

haha.

it means quite a lot tuh me.

waaaaaaaahas.
today was second day of our day camp!
had fun
e finacial thingy .
haah
that cher who helped us wif e game was so cute lor.
haha
but i quite lucky.
with e unit trust thingy.
starting frm
$5ooo.
then increase to $39 7oo
waaahaas
kartina they all keep inherit frm pple sia.
wth.
then banker bankrupt.
lols.
then sexuality education
lol
very open lah we all
even cher said porn is nt illegal.
lol
was a bit stunned though
then break.
their food is sssssssso nice~
wahahaxXx.
compared tuh our canteen food
which makes me.
dunno wad tuh say lorhx-
then teamwork
the 2 activities very esy lyke tat
we broke record sia.
haha
e rod thingy fastest was 2 seconds.
unimaginable
e other was 1 minute 23 sec.
fast le lol
most grps dint even got thru e activity.
we squeezed tgt la.
aiyo
brastrap kanna pulled by dunno whu.
pain ahx`
then dinner..
was delicious.
nice..heavens food la.
haha.
then we went fer dunno wad.
sjld be meeting fer our hse la.
then.
dance.
lol
a bit diaos at some parts.
then campfire.
e only thingys i can c is...
had lotsa fun.
enjoyed myself.
esp e skits..
all pointin tuh e pe chers
kanna suan-ed.
hehexXx.
e pull up..
24ocm run..
standin broad jump.
n mr ram.
hahahaas.
then e songs.
many many thingys
...
c him till shuang le bahs.
da gai shi zhe yang
reopening of sch?
awaiting it.
haha
1st time so happy.
e chers really put in a lot of effort bahs?
appreciate their efforts.
hahax.
this is so unlike me ritex.
crappin abt this~
anyway.
i feel that.
MI..is a nice place tuh be in.
i'll study hard dexXx.
jia you
gaMbattEx.

有时候..

我真的很累...

每天这样看他，

很累..

有时候...

很想放手...

却放不下...

这样很人..

这世界上。

有真爱的存在吗？

谁能告诉我--

有时想想，其实死了也不错...
世界不会因此而停止转动...
人们也不会感到悲哀...
din c sha qi today
tot he'll cum down.
in e end dint.
hais.
why huh.
last time work part time he every sun 7 3opm will surely cum down.
nw nvr.
haix.
but.
sandstorm gt a lot of other newcomers,
i must say.
hais
and some of e old ones also changed their styles.
hahax.
tml goin bugis
i'm c-ing thingys...
more open le.
kan kai le.
yi qie gen ben shi ge kong.

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

笑--双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

爱--提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

坚强--有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

人际-- 双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

朋友-- 当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

执着-- 说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

自尊-- 双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

分享 --在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

wen tuh sp library today

with shi yun

stayed there tuh do her project

almost froze tuh death ah

after sch to0dae.

dunno gt c wrong person.?

hahahax.

went jp

din c sha qi-

saddened.

haix.

lee mey's wedding photo damn nice de lol

haha.

i'm really gettin lost

anyone save me?

唉...

好累了..

有人可以救我吗？

越来越模糊知己的目标

与那个人是谁？

是想折磨我吧。。。

wen tuh LTone today

last gp lecture thish yr.

watched shutter.

very shuang n scary la.

today shuttle run.

i throw e blk.

so.

wait lo.

then run 11.7 sec.

then after tat~

after pe.

feelin very low.

tot of sth la.

reallydepressin.

i'm lost

can anyone guide me bk?

hais.
cant believe i'm seventeen today.
hahaahx.
anyway.
was too sick tuh go anywheree.
after sch
went tuh jp.
thn jessica say sha qi nt here tuhday.
in e end
he was there.
when i sat don makan.
zi hui mt n py said
he kept lookin out
ya la.
was stunnded.
some sort of.
hais~
miracle.
n it was all e time
normally want tuh c his front view also difficult.
but today special case ah .
haha.
in sch was torture.
was studying all e while
nvr sleep.
even durin break i was studyin.
hais.
then gr serious stomach cramps.
durin assembly.
lyke sexuality education lyke tat.
even gt one prt whereby.
hw tuh use condoms.
wth lol.
think too much liao la they all.
then went home at ard 7 pm.
then...
bathed n changed
laid on e bed.
then jus sleep.
i din noe i ws sleepin la.
broke down ytd night
was cryin.
n cuttin.
fer a lot of thingys.
constitues of many many thingys.
thks everyone.
this is best burftday i've ever had.
gt all e blessings frm my colleages.
joe,my frens..all whu noe me.
hahaahs
i really apppreciate all e thingys u all did fer mie
but being able tuh c him.
without straining my eyes.
is very fortunate tuh me.
nan de ke gui.
lets hope i'll perservere.
sick ahxXXX.

waaaaaahs~
today gp exam
halfway feel giddy sia.
then..
compre..
a bit blur la.
dunno if i can survive anot.
hope is can la.
after tat
went tuh jp
ate at banquet
then at popular saw mae,edlyn,huimin
they there sayin where e guy
all six of then ccrowded in front of storm lolwas like..
walk away 1st.
but frm wad i noe..
he nt there?
anyway.
went amk hub
then went westmall.
haarhs.
then went bk tuh sch
e sports day damn fun sia la.
esp my hse de beE damn kawaiiiii nehxXx!!!
but die die also dunno dun take out e thingys.
an acident happened.
scary ah..
luckily nth happen
kartina's voice is damn..
high pitch
hahas.
then still gt s lot of thingys la.
c e chers run...
hah.
then my hse de pple some run soo fast de..
haha..
maybe i wun pon nxt yrs' sports day~

__blurRed n confused.

wahahhaa.
my blog is finallly bk tuh normal liaox.
wahahax.
today 2.4 kn run.
leg a lot of blisters sia..
pain!
>.<
timing is 15min 4o secs.
walked e last round.
then ria pulled me tuh carry on.
agains.
hahaahs.
pre test she also help me sia.
thks RIA~
sit n reach 52 cm...duno hw i did it.
standin broad jump drop 7 cm.
171cm only.
sit up gt 32.
hais~~~
went jp this whole week except tuesday.
tml gp exam so sians
went jp today
meet
kaining fer gp notes.
zihui fer money.
shiyun to go home tgt
meiting ..jus coincidental
then saw sha qila.
hais.
he cutting hair.
then is lyke.
dunno wad too say
complicated nw!!
tmr gt sports day~
5 3opm tuh 9 3opm
wth lol
so sians.
in between gt 6 hrs.
maybe go home
then go jurong point.
haaahs
i dunno~
will anythingy lyke miracle happen?
i wished there were.
then i wun hab tuh suffer till nw.
cuttin hand
this time.
it bled.
was lyke bLur.
haix.

HAIS.
SAW SHA QI.
BUT~
DIN HAB ANY FEELING LYKE TAT
THEN NVM~~~
WHEN GOIN DOWN.
SAW HIS EXPRESSION SIA.
HAISHHH!
THEN WHEN GOIN BK HOME ON E WAY
YUAN SHI YE REN ALSO WALKIN TOWARDS ME.
MY RESPONSE WAS.
TO WALK FAST FAST.
HAHAHAHAH.
VERY FAST LA.
BUT.
STILL UNHAPPY.
HAIS.
FEEEL LYKE DYIN
TML NAFAR TEST 5 STATIONS.
WILL SURVIVE BAHS?
IF NT,
JUST LET ME DIE~~
SOMEONE HELP ME LARHXxX.

tryin tuh supress my excitement.
hahaaa
saw sha qi on sunday
fer almost one whole hr.
wakkakaaaxXx.
lol.
>.<
was eating at lai lai.
then.
saw him at e counter.
then he kinda saw me?
then sat down makan.
nt long after.
hge sat at counter also..
wakkkaaaaa.
then for quite a while.
then lost
then came bk agains.
hahaaaaaaaaas.
then today went jpbut nvr go up c him.
cos of my eye again.
haish.
anyway.
only 2 months left.
sobxXx.
after tat.
thingys will be changed?
some sort of la.
hais
life will be diff.
if nth happens within tis 2 months.
wth.
feel lyke dying liao
cnt c him tml.
n weds.
haish~
wo xiang sha si zi ji ah.
even mistook someone for him jus nw.
or was it really him.
hais.
downstairs
wanted tuh go down.
bu too late liaoxxxxX
arhs
tml got presentation.
then maths test
ahs
feeel lyke takin mc.
i'll if my eye doesnt improve tml.
hais~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

i sick frm tues till nw
still haven fully recovered yet .
wth
saw sha qi.
at least-
2 times toda.
haha
cos accompani jie tuh popular after sch.
then after tat.
went wif sy they all agains
hais.
hope i get well soon.
i lk scary this few days?
dunno la.
went bk tuh take my cert also le.
lol.
dunno wad tuh say le
i go orh orh le
buHbyex

hais.
havin fever.
37.9 degrees.
went orchard today.
thewn walk till afternoon lyke tat kanna fever.
lol.
so suay.
then was like..
head very heavy like tat.
then.
adeline went off wif her stead.
wth.
then.
me,jan n shi wenyt shoppin.
huilin joined us ltr.
we ate fish n co.
n i feel like vomiting right now.
at e mrt.
city hall there bahs
saw someone damn like sha qi.
then.
was wearing sunglasses,
the cap that covers ur head
n tokin on his phone
tat person alighted at je.
hais.then was like quite sad ytd
cos sy told me she saw him.
roght in front at e counter directly.
lols.
he dyed his hair.
then dint recognise him.
sians ah
go dye gold or brown.
sth in between.
then was like i past by saw someone lyke him, i tot tuh myself.
then realised he was sha qi after sy told me.
then go out of populkar tat time he was bending down.
cuttin hair.
then caught a glimspe of me.
hais.
i also caught a glimpse of him sia.
tml nid go sc h
tired sia
dunno will still hab fever a not.
so.
c la
very sians n unccomfortable.
hais.