I SUPPOSE...

lets see.

i'm gonna be off to china in ard 10 hrs.

and...i'm so not excited.

dunno why~

feeling down these days..sighs.

but i think everything will be bk to same old good times

like the past, i suppose.

and of course, i wish

the whole list of "i suppose"

i suppose i am not fated to meet into you

i suppose i am just foolish to wish to bang into u somewhere

i suppose i was dumb enough to cry over you

i suppose everything was ridiculous

i suppose i was not in my right mind

i suppose i was too naive

i suppose it was my wrong to fall for you

i suppose it was a mistake for us to be aquainted in this world

and i suppose that i will forget you,

once and for all after this one week.

I SUPPOSE....YOU WERE JUST NOT THE ONE

tats all.

PLS TAKE NOTE: I WUN BE ABLE TO BLOG UNTIL NXT WEK COS I IN CHINA.

TAKE KAIIRES <3

ps:dun miss me wors~

WAHAHAHAS.

LAST DAY OF SCH

THERE AGAIN IS THE LAST DAY OF SCH.

which i dun have any special feelings abt.

as usual, had GP

but theres one SAD news.

MRS MEYA WUN BE TEACHING US FRM NXT TERM.

SOBS.

she told us our teacher will be a guy

with assurance tt he is a GOOD teacher.

lets hope it wun be the DM.

hahas.

i guess i have to buck up on maths.

met up wif WM just now

had to act as her "zai nu" model for her project

damn funny lahs.

then went central

chat chat.

realised many pple have problems in relationships,

like my dano in-charge

half the time she calls me to consult me abt her relationship

which i dont the point

i can lend a listening ear

but i cant help her solve e problem

though i give suggestions logically.

and sometimes it does work out.

things still remain at the same level

well well well...

i just realised one IMPORTANT THINGY.

i have mgt tutorial tml.

AND I HAVEN FINISHED MY PRODUCT AND PROMOTION TUTORIAL

seems like i haveto rush thru tonight.

SIGHS.

monday gg to toa payoh and chinatown wif adeline

STOMACH CRAMPS

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

SAVE ME.

GOT STOMACH CRAMPS.

wm just called me.

for her proj.

after tt..

she call me again to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY

then i told her abt our dear pri sch mate who cld run damn fast

then i recalled.

he was the only one tt me and WM could not win over.

too many things have changed, we realised.

he's so different nw..hahas.

MISS THOSE GOOD TIMES.

stealing hearts

temper has been super-short these days

dunno why.

but i do feel DEPRESSED at times.

getting more and more irritated.

feeling so LOST.

so TIRED.

hao ji qi zai xue xiao dou hui xiang ku.

xiang xun si

wang zhe yuan chu

guo ma lu zhi qian.

xiang zhe wo gai qu ma lu zhong yang ma?

zhe shi jie rang wo hao lei hao lei.

wo yen le, juan le.

xiang jie tuo le.....

i rmb someone telling me

the hardest thing to steal,

is one's heart.

why is it so difficult for someone to steal mine.

but yet so difficult to steal his.

MY BIRTHDAY!!!hahas

I'M FINALLY EIGHTEEN.

HAHAS.

THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR WISHING ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

and of course my cake and "rabbit"

haha

the class sang birthday song for me

with some pple-i-dun-know behind joining in just for the fun of it.

so ps la.

the whole canteen like can hear it

ahhhhs.

anyway..went to AMK after sch to find adeline

to celebrate my birthday

so i ate PEPPER LUNCH

which is like..not fresh.

haha

then we went to watch ACCURACY OF DEATH

that jin chen wu is so cute

and the movie is quite meaningful too.

hahas

"bang-ed" into tina's hot stuff today after the china briefing.

took the same bus.

so sad that tina is not there or she would be happier than ever.

hahas.

i just realised...

i haven packed my things for the trip

and i'm leaving in less than one week's time

ARGHS.

tml still have test

haven study...

since now is like going to 12am liao

then i might as well post here first

haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINCHILLA.

HAHAS.

ps:u're still smaller than me by one day

wahahahahas :D

HOT DAY

GOSH.

i've never been so hot for a very long time.

and pardon me if i looked crazy today

I WAS NOT IN MY RIGHT MIND.

i cant be in my right mind, esp

when the temp goes higher than my limit.

i'll lose my usual patience and everything looks TERRIBLE.

anyway...

the earth is really changing lahs.

due to pple harming it all tt.

but want to let me die also

LET ME DIE EARLIER MAHS.

dun give me so much heat!!!!

buying bubble tea even worse

some pple jus dunno what is meant by

"Q-ING UP"

like to cut Q so much.

still can be............

shant say much

made me almost late for my chi lit.

sometimes i really wonder

what you are trying to do

and why i am trying to figure it out.

SENTOSA...

WAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAS.

FINALL WENT TO SENTOSA TODAY

WAHAHHAAS.

was quite fun.

except for the part i got tanned.

when i was only out in the sun like 30 mins....

then JANICE

who went all the way to sentosa dint get tanned.

but me and SY both kanna tanned lols.

then went jalan jalan ard.

was very funny la.

saw one live organism

sth like shellfish la.

still alive

we found it when we went down to e water

then lost it.

then we getting out of the water

I FOUND IT AGAIN

anyway,

now i now where the whole colony of hermit crabs are.

haha.

see those pple play volleyball

then MISS it lahs.

like so long nvr play PE liao.

stayed there till 5++

went vivo walk walk.

hahas.

shall upload e photos nxt time

hahasXXX

SPORTS DAY :)

one year has passed...

and SPORTS DAY is here again.

well...quite fun la.

but was quite amazed this year

cos my pri sch fren, AMOS also ran in some events

and he beat the CJC,IJC,VJC people

and their team won.

he run like fly like that

OMG.

i think he late for sch just

run along the PIE near my hse to sch can liao lol.

straight to MI.

hahas.

i think tina had enough "sights" of her hot stuffs

ESP her giraffe lahs.

hahas.

as usual, her screaming was LOUD and SHARP.

in the morning the GP exam

i really dont know what i was writing for the essay..

but wrote up to 3 ++ pages anyway.

as for compre..

i think i shloud have pon-ned tt paper

cos it makes no difference

i dun understand at all!!!

HOW TO DO???

my mood hasnt been good lately.

maybe its due to the shortage of my chocolates....

i've been so dull and sad for NO SPECIFIC REASONS.

i dont know,

what is happening all that.

just feel kinda stressed

and irritated

with all the rubbish pple i meet sometimes.

just realised i haven blogged for one whole week.

shall update..

last fri-sun...
was at IMM

accompanying tt adeline do taxi survey

can only say luckily i never get LUNG cancer

was like practically camping outside there for 3 whole days.

somemore near the smoking bin.

OMG.

even the uncle who comes out and smoke recognise us

mon-tues

dun have much memory

weds

went to the peranakan museum

thurs

NO PE.

went je and IMM.

sighs.

SO STRESSED UP

lucky monday holiday

can sleep late

i become panda liao lols.

then just now frm sports day come bk.

so tired.

tml gg out =)

gg to SENTOSA with JAN and SY.

adeline die die also dun wan go

wan to sleep ......

ARGGHHHS

then after tt gg shopping

that means..

i FINALLY CAN GO CANDY EMPIRE STOCK UP.

wahahahas.

so looking forward to tml

hope tt i will be happier after tml's trip.

the more i look at you.

the more i am confused.

SIGHS.

courage versus confidence

i dun think i have C-O-U-R-A-G-E.

or rather...

C-O-N-F-I-D-E-N-C-E.

dun ask me why.

cos i also do not know WHY.

afraid to face some people.

somehow being over-protective of myself.

but these pple have similar characteristics or features

just like the ones i met before.

so uncanningly similar.

there is nothing i can do to stop myself from avoiding them

i just cant FACE THEM.

sch today.

SAME OLD THING.

was rather upset due to some events.

but nvm...

not everyone is like that, i believe so

pple may think tt i'm naive.

but i still hold on to tightly to the belief.

--the belief that the world is still full of hope, bliss and happiness.

but sadly, through days, i've saw the ugly side.

the side that i couldnt bring myself to believe in.

after sch.

went to find ADELINE.

she had to work.

i thought it was pepper lunch.

it turned out to be the taxi survey thingy.

her work destination wld be at IMM.

till mon.

so..went there accompany her lols

sat outside from 5pm onwards.

outside ADIDAS shop.

then got a lot of extra pple blocking us.

i was playing wif her PSP....

wahahaas.

she had to work till 11pm.

but i left at 8pm.

cos need go home mahs.

if not i reach home 12am le.

haha

gg to find her tml

to study while she doing her survey.

frm 11am-11pm

but i dun think i will be staying tt late

maybe earlier?

hahas.

after you've realised you've given someone everything you have,

it is hard and impossible to take them all back again.

poor birds...

wooh~

such a boring day.

mrs meya dint come

sighs.

then during assembly in e hall.

2 birds flew in

and they fly......

straight into the glass pane.

then shake its head and re-try again

OMG.

nvm if it ended here.

after tt, our teachers opened the window again

then one of the birds fly.....

and BANG again

i wonder if it was blind

the other one even better

bang into WALL.

feel so sad for them.

ater tt had e chi trip thingy.

turned out to be a big mess.

stayed wif edlyn and maybellina after tt.

cos i fgt to bring my keys.

anyway...

got lots of work to do

i slept in 242 on e way home like pig...

2 weeks exactly to my burfday!!!

looking so forward to my 18th burfday on e 21st~

but i think i have some trial presentatn tt day.

argggghs.

boring-ball lesson.

ARRRRRGHS.

so damn disappointed today

the PE lesson tt i so looked forward too.

my VOLLEYBALL lesson became BORING-ball.

WHY?

we played with one team 1st.

then we have 3 sets, each set of 5 pts.

in the end, we won 2 sets consecutively

then the other team played with us.

in the end,we also won 2 sets consecutively AGAINS.

before you wonder why i am so irritated by this,

and think tt i am CRAZY....

continue reading

we were there standing like statues.

i only got to touch the ball 3-4 times in that 4 sets.

we weren't playing, but we were scoring.

because the other grp all serve until out of court.....

under net...

catching balls when they were supposed to hit them...

SO....

i dint have PE afterall.

however, i saw tina's hot stuff.

2 at one go somemore.

haahs.

after tt...

can only say it was a very DRY day.

so boring.

i got lots of research to do on GPP.

sighs*

but i fell asleep doing it in e end.

woke up at 8pm.

HAHA.

i feel VERY LUCKY that i am living in

JURONG WEST.

because i dun nid to be late with my 174 =)

or even better, the cabs.

and the PIE behind my hse tt goes straight to sch in ard 15 mins at most.

and i can reach home faster to catch some nap time.

HAAAAAAAAHS.

emotion~less

nth much to say actually.

just feel very tired.

need a good long rest.

so stressed up by the never-ending list.

getting more depressed day by day.

sighs.

one day, i will find somewhere.

somewhere where i really belong.

"Maybe if you can't get somebody out of your head, they're supposed to be there."

uuurghs.

so tired.

i PON the chi compo klass

no MOOD lah

GPP is such a headache

i need a BREAK.

going to doze off soon.

good or bad.

i dunno.

sighs.

You don't learn from happiness; you learn from pain.