PW presentation

awws.

finally my presentation is over.

i was very rigid.

and irregular pacing

and,as usual

SOFT

thats what they said.

mr wong was trying ask me relax a bit lah

cos i was very nervous.

obviously, i AM.

anyway, my pw cher she'll somehw help me.

get my voice louder :)

is that really possible?

during the HT period

they had this competition

and they are so pro lor

esp e marriage thingy.

but somehw, i feel its a bit weird and funny.

heh =X

was coughing like hell

cos e cough like wan to cum dun wan to cum

happy then cough.

it'll take my life sooner or later ahs.

after sch, chiong out to sch

meet adeline.

she going to frontier there to read her celestial zone II...

and of course, i was doing my whole chunk of homework.

all ESSAYS.

i mahaged to finish 1 and a half mgt essay and 1 IRP response.

in between there, i was sleeping, pulling e jacket's hat over my head.

adeline tot i was dead....dots.

wasnt feeling well mahs, temp feel like going up n up althoughi in air con room.

somemore i felt so weak and "jelly"

tml is another long day.

and ya.

fri going wif adeline to the frontier agains.

she still has 10 books haven finish.

i shall..go read some books there.

when adeline received my 2oo8 1st gift to her .

her reaction was same as tina wan.

both of them cant tolerate me, i think.

and i dun think anyone else will be able to.

L :change the world

watched

L: CHANGE THE WORLD at jurong point, as usual

quite nice.

i LOVE L.

cos his actions are so..

unique and cute.

the way he type his keyboard

like 90 degrees.

and the way he tried to stand up

frm his bent posture

looks so similiar like the human evolution

from monkeys to human?

sth like this

anyway.

i dint know if he died or not.

cos he said he wanted to live longer.

then e end of story le.

but adeline told me he die la.

SO SAD.

why must L die.

sobx...T.T

anyway..

i'm having a big headche for tml.

PW PRESENTATION

feel like ponning sch

but cnt.

unless i fall VERY VERY SICK.

like wad adeline said

e faster the better.

ya..

short term pain is better than a long term one.

i already understood it.

how nice it would be if i cld get this pt in my head 4 yrs ago.

shall meet adeline tml after sch to go jw library.

she will be reading comics while...

i maybe sleeping, studying.dunno lahs.

need to go sleep lers.

nitex.

monday..a monotonous day

OVERALL.

CAN ONLY SAY THAT I DONT WAN TO BLOG MUCH.

COS I STILL HAB e dumb cough.

wadever.

made myself sick on e wrong day.

i think i deserved it.

felt very very hot

then very very cold.

cos of e thingy that i have to go thru in MI.

those stress

those miserable times.

those times that made me cry so much.

those pple....

i really wonder how long i can hang on .

marina, lavender, suntec,esplanade

nth much to mention abt sch today

except tina found her 8th hot stuff , and i feel so sorry to the guy.

cos i was the one who caused him to be the 8th.

sighs

got my maths paper.

dun wan to talk abt it better.

after sch

me and tina chiong out of sch

hahs.

she went visit her stead while i go meet long maox, shi yun and jan.

in the end we met at 3pm

went marina.

they wanted to go bowling initially.

then we took bus 400.

then the uncle asked us

"you all want go in there for what?"

we say bowling

he said no more, have to wait 4 2 more years

so he drove us bk.

so nice.

then we say bye bye to him

then upon shi yun's suggestion, we went lavender.

still cnt find e place.

so we went to eat curry chicken rice

after that, decided to go suntec.

walked around.

thwn we bang into one guy i our sec sch

jan go block him.

his expression was like "stunned" and shocked.

so funny.

went to buy donuts.

they are very nice.

after that we went esplanade there to take photos.

anyway, when i went marina and e esplanade.

i was reminded of the standard chartered run

OMG.

tina wants me to go with her to 21km this yr.

dots.

will i ever survive thru ahs?

*shall go bk to today's evaluation

=we dint go bowling

=we went on a makan session totally and i ate many many thingy.

=we learned from jan to take sneak pics and very very random ones

=we went home very very late..which we haven for a long time.

=we left the esplanade park at abt 11pm......

=i just reached home.

=i haven been this happy and relaxed like today fora very long time le.

=we will be heading to the ZOO soon.muahahas.

summer youth olympics

SINGAPORE WON.

hahas.

so great.

we won so many countries.

hehs.

but...i'm thinking.

surely this wont affect our PE bahs.

haahs.

somehow.

i feel that my grades are not-so-well.

lols.

oh ya.

and i discovered that my pri-sch classmate got in MI too.

it was AMOS.

hahas.

dint realise he was at my stop and boarded e same bus.

waahs.

this is such a small world.

anyway.

i'm still not feeling very well.

the hiccup virus got me when i was attending my chi lang lesson.

after i look at my h2 chi lang grade, i feel so sayang.

my 3.5 mks just flew past.

sobs

if not i'll pass my overall.

cos i pass my chi lit.

and when will my cough ever go awy?

sighs.

i really dunno if i'm too sensitive or what.

but somehow i feel that it is not only me being sensitive.

but it seems so unreal.

today hasnt been a very good day.

at least for mie.

fav HT GL released our PW groups.

the moment i saw my grp

i only knew that tears rolled down my cheeks.

call it drama or whatever u wan.

but there are pple who know why i cried is bcos of the pple

sighs.

left me emo-ing and sobbing throughout my whole 2 hrs break.

edlyn,huixia,tina,classmates were telling me not to be so sad and stop crying cos its bad for health.

esp edlyn who was trying to use hokkien.

but her hokkien is like phrase by phrase translate de.

so funny that i laughed.

hahas.

THANK YOU ALL.

but i still cant cheer up

nxt mon i have oral presentation

thanks to mr wong .

how could he do this

i rather volunteer to do his timed assignment pp1&2.

but he told me....

in the end i still have to do my OP.

T.T

makes me even worse.

to add on, there are too many personal matters that are bugging me.

anyway, the fun part was during HT period.

we mentioned abt going to some childrens home.

then balloon stuffs.

then he went away..came bk with one whole big bag of balloons.

then he made a dog

then our whole class started to have balloon class instead of HT period.

i think almost everyone gt a balloon ahs.

pple walking past were like..???

i really dun get what pple are thinking.

so complicated.

oh

today wasthe nicest PE period i ever had

cos we dint do anything at all.

hahas.

however, i do not know why i feel so weak and tired, exhausted today.

i really dunno.. T.T

i did one more stupid thing again during chi lit lesson.

we were eating choc then they pass the choc bk to me.

cher was sitting right in frnt of me.

i stare at her...then ask

"cher u wan choc???"

then they all blank for a second.

then laugh....

cos they say i found a very clever way of finding excuse for myself.

anyway.

tml will see lots of blur faces.

like we did one year ago?

haha

time flies past so fast

1 year ago, we were like them.

now, it is their turn

i think, i must study very very hard

to make sure my 3 yeaRS in MI is not wasted.

muahahas.

i must wake up faster!!!

finally.

after one whole week of torture

and exam stress.

phew.

i'm so GLAD that i survived.

and i'm still telling myself to get over wad's happened.

and to add to this point,

this year's valentines is so special huh.

me and tina decided to meet earlier to study.

and we went in n out of jp

as early as 8 am..

then went ya kun to eat.

i saw someone..my cousin..giraffe.

nth to comment on also.

then we went in t sch at ard 9am.

everyone was carrying flowers.

there's even this guy who was hugging a teddy bear

and it was so noisy while we were trying to study.

shouting all over, hearing flowers flowers and flowers.

OMG.

we had to plug into our ears to study.

must have been such a classic idiotic scene.

i was stressed to the extent that i broke out in cold sweat

legs wobbly.

then i saw maybellina

hahas.

decided to go out wif them to eat cos i was quite alone in the canteen...no chi pple.

haha..they're fun!

anyway

started exam at 2 3opm.

i dunno how to do exactly.

anyway.

there was this sequel to the valentine's day part 2.

after sch me n tina went to je lib to study.

cos the nxt day had maths.

we were in distress.

cos the 1st topic stuck.

at functions.

so tina had to ask her ah long to sneak out.

sighs.

luckily he came.

we finally understood and solve the maths thingy.

went bk home at 8pm

continued strudying till evry late

and woke up very early again.

friday.

not a very nice day.

afterall, it was maths paper.

it was so diffficult.

or shld i say i was so stupid.

sighs.

after exam, went straight out of school.

with tina, of course.

we went je to walk walk lol.

at IMM.

haahs.

after that, went to take mrt home.

then i called long maos on e platform

cos very boring.

dun wan go home so fast.

the she say got go out again.

so went out lol.

to westmall.

in e end we went to IMM again.

haha

went to the coffee club

have been missing e muddy mud pie.

and the choc delice.

so nice~

hahas.

shall post up the photo later

finally somehw of de-stresssed.

have been waking up at 5 am and sleeping at 1 am this week

almost went crazy

i dint even go to this extent during o lvls.

and this is only common test.

wad has happened????

i shall ponder over it.

still got one more day to relax

before i get my man jiang hong results.

hahas.

sighs

my common test is like finally halfway thru.

left with mt lit and maths.

last few days were disastrous.

from what mr wong says,

they re going to mark their own classes.

and i don't think my class will nid to think of the score.

cos its going to be marked by MRS MEYA.

on mon, went studying with tna and her ah long.

at bishan library there

we had e greatest shock of our lives.

cos we saw mr ram, mr ser&mr chong???

studied econs from 3 to 8pm.

argghs.

mt lang ytd

was sleeping.

i dunno wad the passage is talking about

i only knew my head was super duper de heavy lors.

after that was econs.

i only wrote crap, as usual.

after the stupid exams went to jp.

then me and tina was like sitting infront near jean yip there.

drinking green tea eating seaweed.

we started to discusss abt ladies feet.

how we admired those pple with just a size 6.

fits so nicely.

after that, continued to meet my cousin after she left.

we watched kungfu dunk.

not bad after all, all those effects.

after that i went delifrance with my cousin to eat ice cream

then, went home.

today, no need to go school~

cos i no exam today.

but tml got chi lit T.T

sighs.

fri got maths

and i dunno anythingyabt functions differeniation blah blah blahs~~~

die le la.

shall go and practise and pratise le.

sayonara.

finally watched finished que sera sera.

its a korean drama.

very touching.

and very nice.

sometimes, i cannot figure out

why matters of the heart are so complicated.

this drama anyways

is worthy to be watched.

very nice~

although its sad.

and u can prepare tissue box after the 9th episode like that.

but thats the essence and fun of korean drama.

crying and laughing.

fotunately it has a happy ending.

if not, i think i'll shout #$%^&^%$# at the producer lo.

haahs.

chinese new year is here agains.

but so different this year.

i feel so alone

have i done anything wrong?

pls tell me if i did anything unforgivable

still have to study for common test

maybe it was the wrong choice from the very beginning.

fron the very moment i stepped into M.I,

everything had changed.

ahhs.

so tired.

went to CNY rehearsal again.

came bk wif one of my classmate.

the only thing i did at there was.

labour.

yaah

carrying chairs...

and press open and close button for the curtains.

so tired.

nvm.

i shall continue to do my revision someday,

these few days.

if not i dun dare to imagine wad will happen to me.

sighs

suddenly ''you gan er shang"

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation

Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most

“ A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain. ”

“Follow love and it will flee, flee love and it will follow. ”

“All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. ”

“When two people love each other, they don’t look at each other, they look inthe same direction. ”

“Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart. ”

“Today I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence. ”