so sians.

woke up so early.

prepare go moii ah ma's hse.

moii ah gong 8oth++++ burfday.

and of course.

i saw moii cousins.

esp the same klass as me de.

stressed ahs..see him.

anyway.

many pple was there.

soo many tat i dunno wad tuh do.

and.

i went home by myself.

without eating the cake.

but nvm.hhaas

so boring there.

so played with moii phone.

lols.

must study!!!moii mum currently memerised by princess hrs.

keep watching

asking me qns.

esp the part where shin was naked.

then chae gyung saw him.

laughed till stomach ache*

diaos..

tmr studying wif wm again?

think so bahs.

O LEVELK CHINESE..

JIA YOU~

i cant stand it anymoree..........

going mad-

can i just give up one of those.

either moii o levels.tat dumb. or moii teaching moii bro.

hais-
just came bk frm lib
so sians
tat guy really quiet sia.
appetite also very small.
hahaas
anyway
i didn't study muach.
couldnt focus
wanna sleep!!!

yeahs

wahaas.

tml can go out.

FINALLY-

although is still going tuh study.

diaos..

with wm n her ..

dunno waD..

lols.

going je library.

wakakakas.

finally getting out!!!!

heez.

went mad studying moii maThs.

arghhs.

i rather go retake chi paper lors.

save $$$.

hais~

after chatting with wm.

memoriies started to flash back.

hais.

it is a very bad time

tuh think of memoriies now.

o levels.

urghhs

hope to get over it soon

jia you.

die die also must hang on....

__going out tml...

yeahs~

full house is a nice show..

but princeSs hours in nicer`~

waaarhs.

sians.

boreed.

suffocated-

going crazy le larhs.

everyday stay at home study.

hais...

mad le.

even she also like tat.

wish her the best bahs.

can tell that.

she's fallin fer tat guy...

besides that guy

she hasn't treated any guy like tat b4 lehs.

shld be larhs.

at least tats wad i think.

hope tat guy fang cong ming yi dian.

grab e opportunity.

lols..

see dey 2 sha sha de.

guan xi you you dian ai mei bu qing.

zhen shi de.

how may days do i have to go thru

b4 maii o levels ahx.

quickly end bahs.

i'm almost dead le lahz...

____bored . bored . still bored.

wahaaas.someone save miii!!!!___

anyway.

princess hours rawks*

the songs perhaps love n stay ae very nicee!!!

the fairy tale ending kinda stunned miie-

lollipopx!!!

princess hours

25o0 million years-

the funny scene.lols~

happy family?

~linkz~

i'm going tuh be mad...

teaching moiii bro n studying

and coping with moii o levels.

which is very soon-

waaaaahs.

craving for many thingys tuh eat.

dunno why

anyway

chi o lvl retake coming...

JIA YOU ORHS!!!

GAMBATTE`

all will go well....

__sumtymes.

thingys cant be predicted__

hmm...

today wake up early.

then set off tuh chers' hse.

went wrong blk.

dorts.

hahaas.

in the end.

she treated me n bilan tuh breakfast.

it was..

too much for us?

1 plate of noodles.

1 plate of carrot cake

1 big mug of soyabean/sugarcane.

omg.

stunned.

moii stomach almost burst lols.

nvm.

then after that

went her hse

started studying.

gained knowledge :)

wahaas-

then after tat.

they wanted tuh go K lunch

i didn't go.

hahas

tired and ..

i did't that much $$ with me.

i was going there to study ,

not play anywhere.

hais..

very sleepy

must work hard le.

but i ti bu qi jing lehs

how???

soBxXx....

__life

is but a dream__

hais.

ze me ban.

hao luan hao luan.

bu zhi dao dao di shi shui.

rang wo zhen ge shi jie duo luan de na me zao!

xin qing ye hen fu za.

yue lai yue gao bu dong zhi ji zai xiang she me.

wo dao di fa shen she me shi le ne.

hao xiang na han chu lai.

pie zai xin li hao na shou.

hao xin ku.

kan dong xi de shi xian yue lai yue mo hu bu qing

hao lei ren.

hais.

spent moii whole morning watching youtube.

no mood tuh study.

dunno how..

sians till cnt sians lers.

it is a tiring job

t keep everything tuh moiiself.

stressed till the point where.

i cant breathe freely

having difficulties-

someone savee mee pls!

release me frm this torture.

how am i tuh release my self.

urghhss!!

tml hab to go mrs quek's hse.

for.

theory lessons.

must wake up damn early.

7 am reach clementi mrt there.

aWWwws

but.

for the sake of moii results.

i'll go.

must go!!!

sighs~

_______waiting-

is the most horrible torture.

not any other thing____

hais

jus came bk frm sci prac.

sians.

boring

...

waited fer 2 hrs.

zzzZz.

pple are trying tuh borrow gyoong frm mii.

long queue?

sry larhs.

moii hair kanna suaned.

by ms koh.

wadeva.

i did not pin in up in e end.

lols

i got copper(II)chloride.

dunno if it's right~

anyway.

i didn't burn moii hair

or anything else.

hahaas.

gastric pain!!!

met yi xin on e way.

chatted?

some sort of lohs.

bored to death.

till nov 6.

urghhs.

nvm.study!

JIA YOU WORS!

arghhs~

going mad.

staying at home

really nth tuh duh.

oh moii god-

savee mi pls.

becuming unsure of the matter now.

suddenly dawned upon moii mind tat.

maybe

...

dunno how tuh say

hais

tml sci practical.

no mood tuh study.

stresssed!

anyway.

GAMBATTE~

_sayonara`

hais.

its such a boring day-

stay at home zhuo bo.

can finally use moii msn messeger agains.

wahaas.

unhappy.

or shld i say cant hab the mood tuh be happy.

wan tuh study.

tat thought still in moii head.

some sort of floating.

cnt get rid of it.

lols.

very the dot rite.

hais.

must jia you!!!

for moii o level.

if after 25oo million yrs.

i have to go thru all this again.

i would want.

to disappear frm this universe.

diaos.

EVERYONE.

JIA YOU.

_hazy day.

very much like moii mood now. unclear signal_

hai

oh.

sians-

currrently using the new com.

wahaas.

still a bit diaos.

after moii f&n o level then buy.

lols

got moii report book bk.

i'm in 13th position.

lalala~

64th position for whole level.

first time wors.

i improved lers.

but...

L1R4=2o.

dots..

go ite better hors.

anyway.

saw tat ben dan today.

didn't have any comments-

told myself everyting

will end today.

for me.

must jia you for o levels.

hahas

_sry for the comment.

maybe.

i'll still want to meet tat ben dan after 25oo million yrs._

oh..

dunno wad i shld say now~

sort of.

hais.

feeling down?

after viewing sth online.

think tat person's happy right now.

lols.

also non of moii business.

i cant stay in moii hse anymoree.

arghhs.

frustrated.

i want to but princess hours OST.

songs nicee n touching?

dunno larhs.

just some sort of

dunno how to describe-

very messy.

everythingy also got.

trying to get moiiself out of tis dilemia

or wadeva.

but how

good question right.

i also dunno.

really hope to end all.

by one easy way.

the 3 alphabets will settle everything.

D for die

I for is

E for ending evrythging

doesntmatteranyway.

hais.

hais

hais.

__after thinking.

i dun think i would like to know you afterthe 25oo million days.

call me selfish.

but.

i wish tuh be happy just for once_

wahaas.

moii com finally back tuh normal.

lols.

the colour still a bit weird weird-

but nvm.

i'm not broke off from the world.

anyway

during moii com broke down

the period of time.

was moii exams.

lols.

no distractions

except for the new korean drama series

gong- ye man wang fei

in eng ish..

princess hours.

lols.

i bought the vcd.

hahaas.

quite liked it.

even though the ending was a bit

too happy~

some sort of fairytale

like- they lived happily ever after.

i watched the last episode.

for abt 3 times

before i could comprehen everythingy.

hais.

learnt from the show.

that-

we humans ..

will meet the pple we have met

after 2500 million years.

was wondering

where would i be then?

awWws..

hope things won't repeat.

dunno if it's true..

hahaas

moii exams.

horrible.

but.

moii maths improved.

i jumped 3 grades.

wahhas

studied very hard for it nehs.

moii grades for all subjects.

eng-B4

maths-D7

sci-D7

chi-A1

f&n-A2

humanities-C6

poa-F9

overall marks: 395/700

percentage:56.4%

very poor ritex.
hais.
flustered.
mind is moree conscious now.
lols.

_will we meet after 25oo years...
will i fall for you again_