Monday, July 31, 2006

dead beat now.
dun ask me why
hais
try this
studyfrom 8am-2.3opm
then rushing off to work from 2.3o tuh 5.15 like tat
then rushing back home
then rush back fer night tuition.
till 9pm
9.3o reach home
eat dinner.
then study& do homework.
yaahs
this is how i'm living now.
broke.
stressed up!!!
sians.
headache
sleepy.
anyway
we finally covered
almost the whole area of bukit panjiang
then next job destination ish...
choa chu kang.
nearer.
wahhas
maybe tml after sch pon lawerence remedial.
or guai guai go his remedial then go work.
we pon maths klass today
i hate moii maths cher.
to the core.
till the day i die.
why.
issue beta form larhs.
group work.
all the pple in the grp result good till where?
I ASK YOU!!!
WHEN THE BEST IS C6
brainless pple do brainless things.
and.
first tyme remedial
she late.
second tyme.
i was not well.
so go home
today
she going home
throwing us tuh do her work.
for 2 hrs.
PLS LAH
YOU SO CLEVER IN MATHS
U NO BRAIN AHS
I DO AT HOME ALSO CAN
CAN DUN WASTE MY AMERICAN TIME ANNOT?
IDIOT.
go ahead and issue beta .
since
i've at least 2 or 3 lerhs
makes no difference.
no point wasting moii breath
on this woman
i still need to study
physiCs and chemistry fer tml de test
then got poa hw.
maths also.
waahs
stressed.
how i wish i hab high fever tml dun need go sch!
_out of breath.
and sometimes. thinking of you_

Saturday, July 29, 2006

heyy.
i'm back home finally.
earlier today
past 2 days were 9++pm
today.
completed 9 blks.
nort bad le larhs
but really very tired.
was cut by a cactus.
-pain
moii last tiny finger.
next sat is ai ting's burfday
hahaas
by the way.
we're going to celebrate
their burfday
at bugis?
yaahs.
frm 12 or 1 ++ to night.
still considering whether to eat
steamboat
aiya..
y am i bothered wif so many thingyx.
i wanna just wash my brain.
not caring abt anything......
by the way
HAPPY BURFDAY TO BILAN.
TML.
heex.
i wann to doze off
bothered ahs.
cannt ferget sth
tat i wan to erase frm moii memories.

Friday, July 28, 2006

yawns-
tired these days
have to work after schoOl
test moii stamina.
haiss.
but i'll continue.
for the sake of..
dunno lehs
i also dunno wad i'm doing all this for
but.
...
no comments`
on weds.
after sch went adeline hse.
then ai ting called.
asked us if we wanted to work straight away.
we said ok lorhs.
then.
worst of all.
i was the ONLY ONe.
who wore FULL SCH UNIFORM to work.
reasonx:
adeline already at her own hse.
can change
bilan stay at choa chu kang.
on the way.
so she went home change
me..
i stay in jurong west.
wad's worst is
i live in st 91
which so happens to be the
almost the end of jurong
haiss.
then we go bukit panjiang
there work.
paste stickers.
luckily.
i noe nobody there.
on the first day of work
we completed
13 blocks of flats.
each 16 floor high
in 2hrs 3o mins.
yaahs
we had to walk the stairs
from the top of the building.
hais.
today.
went work
after sch
actually can earlier dez.
but.
rain.
then no umbrella.
so sad.
moii sis also dun hab.
so had to wait.
then went home.
changed.
about 2pm.
then went take 99.
then changed to 187 at sch bus stop there.
then waited fer adeline
then took 333 to je interchange
then took red line mrt to cck.
then switched to LRT.
then reached pending.
so complicated right.
but in actual fact.
if i want to go by moii self.
i take 242to go jp.
which is only abt o5-15 mins.
then take 187.
walk a distance.
then will reach.
hais-
today only completed 8 blks in 3 hrs like tat
no energy?
forget le..
then came home.
taking 187.
from there to je.
only 2o mins.
from there to jp.
need 45 mins-1 hr.
poOr mii
had to go jp interchange
where i only got 1 bus to take home.
no. 242.
worst
forevera lot of people.
i also dunno y-
anyway
tmr still gonna work.
meeting adeline at her hse bus stop.
near commonwealth sec there.
at 12.15pm
meaning.
i hab to leave moii home at...
11.3o?
then switch bus again.
hais.
very tired.
this few days.
moii chi cher.
dunno wad she doin
keep giving us articles
and asking us to write du hou gan
nvm if its an ordinary article
but all she give for both days
were abt love
haha.
the storiie goes like this.
translated to eng.
there was a girl and boy in love with each other.
the gal loved him deeply,as if he was her everythingy.
everyday, the gal would wake up early
and cross the road to buy breakfast for him
and would wake him up after it was ready.
oneday.
the gal was hit by a car
reason was simple.
she was afraid tat the guy woiuld be late
and rushed to cross the road.
theboy went to visit the gal and found out tat
one of the gal's arm was lost due tuh the accident.
he never visited her aftertat.
the gal did everythingy for the boy.
but wad she got was nothing, not even litttle comfort.
the author said she read a comic which goes like tis.
can u carry flowers in front of moii door in the rain?
can u identify moii swimsuit colour from a millon people?
can u hold moii hand tightly when sth happens?
the comic had a lot of hands up at first.
slowly,
more and more pple dropped down their hands.
until there was nth.
moii du hou gan got an A2 for this.
i'm not going to type it out.
cox it's all crap to mie.
if u wan to write good compos with deep depth
u have to have a deep impression of it.
about how u feel towards it.
then u'll write a compo
tats like a piece of piano score.
where it might be common
but pple appreciate it-
nth to say le.
how i wish i could...
nth
hab to work tml.
sleep lers.

Monday, July 24, 2006

.....
do i hab anythingy to say ?
after watching the show.
and askin moii frens.
abt the difference between
dan lian and an lian.
i belong tuh the grp of...
an lian.
cos they say dan lian is the person noe u lyke him..
hmm.
i dun think ah shi.jan.joe and wm will say bahs
cos only they noe.
i trust them larhs.
angriest is janice noe.
by luck.
made mie create a new blog.
hais-
but then.
feeling a bit weird these few days
both physically
and emotionally.
how i noe why?
moii body wan to oppose i can du wad?
really dunno wad tuh do now.
who can helpp mie?
i wanna cut moiiself.
relieve stress.
tats theway.
to forget all the pain.
by cutting.
i hope tat i can gib up on him soon`

Sunday, July 23, 2006

continue frm afternoons post ?
haha.
finally finish watchin moii
er zhuo ju zhi wen.
was damn irritated by youtube.
so lagg...
hais.
then cnt tahan.
go downstairs lend the few discs
3 episodes
but it's worth it.
it's damn touching lols.
hahaas.
watched it till very shuang.
although xiang qin is dumb
but she's kinda cute.
hahaas.
durin watchin the show.
did cried.
touching.
some few scenes.
especially the gao bai in the rain.
when zhi shu tell her how he felt towards her.
awWws.
and their wedding.
i almost laughed off moii head.
damn funny lols.
when they fell into the water.
heard they will be shooting
another continous part of er zhuo ju zhi wen
gonna buy that.
hope it is comin soon.
tis show is nicee
although first few episodes were
quite..
hais..
right now.
i suddenly feel the urge to cut moii
hand again
but the bad thingy is.
i hab no penknife.
hais..
so sad.
dunno if tml still will tink of this or nort~
ER ZHOU JU ZHI WEN HAO HAO KAN WORX!
yesterday went shoppin at bugis village.
almost fainted.
there macham like a mi gong.
out of breath.
felt giddy giddy.
haha
still watching moii show.
sad and touching.
hahaas.
anyway.
it's time to free myself.
from everythingy.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

can anyone help mie!!!
feeling painful currently.
from morning till now.
wad am i suppose tuh do?
pain till i wish to die.
cramps.
on * de first day
wad the hell?
i hate myself being a gal.
today in sch.
practically all day long huggin moii tummy.
no use too.
after recess
the cher came relieve us again.
said i eat blue tag.
dots...
then stress or wadever.
i didn't have time to entertain him.
had a test to hand in-
with my cramps.
wanted tuh bite people.
during physics lessons.
mr tan tot i didn't want tuh do experiment.
till he found out i not feelin well.
then after lesson dunno say wad i alwaes look so tired?
how i noe.
wm ask me why dun ask fer help.
oh.
please.
after recess .
all periods.
were male teachers.
how am i suppose to ask them fer help.
at most, like today.
i said.
u dun understand cox u're not a gal.
ask le they also might not be of much help de mahs
if.
tml still pain.
dunno wad tuh do.
bear with it lolx.
i hate being a gal.
can anyone help mie!!!
feeling painful currently.
from morning till now.
wad am i suppose tuh do?
pain till i wish to die.
cramps.
on * de first day
wad the hell?
i hate myself being a gal.
today in sch.
practically all day long huggin moii tummy.
no use too.
after recess
the cher came relieve us again.
said i eat blue tag.
dots...
then stress or wadever.
i didn't have time to entertain him.
had a test to hand in-
with my cramps.
wanted tuh bite people.
during physics lessons.
mr tan tot i didn't want tuh do experiment.
till he found out i not feelin well.
then after lesson dunno say wad i alwaes look so tired?
how i noe.
wm ask me why dun ask fer help.
oh.
please.
after recess .
all periods.
were male teachers.
how am i suppose to ask them fer help.
at most, like today.
i said.
u dun understand cox u're not a gal.
ask le they also might not be of much help de mahs
if.
tml still pain.
dunno wad tuh do.
bear with it lolx.
i hate being a gal.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

i hate wednesdays.
very much
drains moii energy out totally
climbing up and down.
sighhs-

reached home damn early today.
2.1opm like tat.
took bus home immediately after sch
wanted tuh watch youtube.
then everythingy became siao.
no sound liaox.
frustrated.
and moii sis told me tat stupid eng cher
ask her if i'm still frustrated.
yapps.
especially about moii chi o level.
i could practically see moii A fly away...
so sad.
T.T

then went scrubbed moii shoes for sat
decided to go bugis there.
haha.
not funny at all.

I WANNA WATCH MOII ER ZHUO JU ZHI WEN.
THEN I CAN CONCENTRATE TO STUDY.
THAT'S ME-

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

currently watching er zhuo ju zhi wen.
also watching tokyo juliet.
both starring ling yi chen.
she looks kinda chubby
dumb dumb de.
but very ke ai lolx.
in the show.
she think toO much le larhs.
but i admire her.
for being so imaginative.
thinking of these and that.
but come to think of it-
we gals are also thinking like her.
but as people say
we gals need not think too much.
cos even if we have thought of 100 possibilities of sth.
the guys are still at the same point.
not thinking even one possibility.
hahass...
this few days.
dunno wad i'm doing.
today was practically jelly all day long.
no choice.
I"M DUMB.
I"M DARN DE DUMB.
and one moree thingy.
_ i feel happier withour thinkin of eu.*

Monday, July 17, 2006

aWws.
getting fed up
wif moiiself
i'm being stupid nowadays.
more and moree.
DUMB me!!!!
dunno wad i'm doin for moii chi o level
CRAPX
sobxXx.
T.T
wad can i do abt it???
youtube so slow at night.
how i watch maii show lehs?
currently watching.
or rather.
waiting tuh download finish-
moii poOr toE
tio blister.
third onee.
on the left side.
first tyme.
dunno wad tuh do.
wan wear slipper then
dunno cheen will catch or nort.
suan lerhs.
i'm not in my right mind nowadays.
dun care if i look like i'mmad.
it makes nort muach difference to me.
life is boring without shows.
wahaas
moii latest philosophy
just returned from cdac.
moii cher tok crapx sia
ask us thingx
i so guai answer.
he sae language tat i dunch understand.
alien!
to me.
i admit.
i'm an idiot in maths
poa.
somehow.
in chemistry also.
dunno why
prelims are gettin nearer.
o level toO.
so damn de stresS...
getting nightmares almost every nite.
NO GOODNITEX FER MIE.
i'm never seen anyone as pathetic as me.
have something wrong with moii current health
yet can't bear to get MC.
WHY?
moii F&N coursework.
and.........
many thingx unrelated to studies.
examples dun need to say.
i know can lerhs.
seems like i'm toking crapx tonitex.
off to watch moii show.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

just came back from cdac
in hKsS
worst of all.
RAINED.
NO SHELTER.
IN THE END
I WALKED IN THE RAIN.
HAIS.
sch was overall
sians.
i slept for all lessons.
at least 1'2 hour.
due to moii eye
not comfortable like tat.
till chemistry lesson
we still had our fun at the remedial.
cos mdm tay told our klass boiix
do funny thingx.
aWws.
nth to say le.
i just wanna finish moii hw.
and sleep
tml f&n o level coursework B
at com lab.
1.2hrs.
must memorise all
so sad.
after sch 2.30pm.
hais
wish can do successfully!
_i'm dead-before prelims.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

becoming more and more frustrated
with sch work.
very stressed up.
hais..
overall sch was good today.
social studies sleep
pc like also sleep
chem doing practical
after sch went com lab 1.
do f&n.
hais.
i'm panda liao le larhs.
moii mum say me ..
no choice
having high temp 2 hrs ago
when i was napping.
now dunno why back to normal le
how i wish i was sick
dun need go sch tml
sleep.
off to work on moii hw.
_i yearn for SLEEP

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

HEY
it's already been n days
i've blogged
or online.
com siao.

hahaas..
went sentosa in the hoildays.
didn't get sunburnt.
we were erms~
spending the day looking at
wm's ball floating away
into the big sea.
guess how long.
one hour plus..
coz we didn't know how to swim.
pity moiiself for this.
so old still duuno.
hais.

sch reopened.
stresseD sia.
structured remedial.
pon also cnt.
yesterday didnt' bother tuh go maths.
what happened.
gave us beta form
i happily wrote..
not 1st time anywae.
i got valid and sufficient reasons.
then.
ways to prevent: get an MC.
to prove that i'm INNOCENT.
then.
i might as well
not go tuh sch and lessons.
or what so ever.
long mao suggested a better one.
CHANGE MATHS CHER.
a pity i hand in liaos.
if not i put.
let her vomit bloOd...

today.
whole day look like i'm crying.
moii right eye was red.
dunno why.
then sleep a while.
okayy lerhs.
wahaas :)

went bilan's hse.
do f&n things.
hais.
tml still hab to stay after sch.
fer f&n.

stressed
found out that
there isn't any happiness in moii life.
sighs.