yawns.

just woke up.

kk...i noe i look like a piggiex.

but i feel really really sick

and i really hate this stupid always happening --

being sick whenever the holiday starts.

caught a cold early in e morning

then when i cum home.

no hse keys.

then wind still continue blowing

i had to wait fer my younger sis to cum home.

waited.

then i go sleep

\without eating anythingy.

then somehow.

my ever developed.

oh my god

it has been years since i fell sick.

but the forever same thingy is that

I ALWAYS FALL SICK DURING THE HOLIDAYS BUT NOT DURING SCH DAYS.

anyway.

shld update for what happened in sch today.

it's a ver nice day

TEACHERS DAY.

well, it started off with aces and cross country.

after cross country commenced,

we had to do KICKBOXING.

but we dfin really do.

hahas.

jus watch free show'

saw one gal's shoe fly while she kicked

luckily neber hit me.

wahaas

after which was the prize prsentation

MR LIM GT THIRD.

WAHAHAHAS.

SO PRO!

me n tina was like

stand,squat..stand,squat.

continue doin this until they annouce finish

proceeded to breakfast with teachers.

the food was NICE

although it was sort of like nt my type of choice

but

it was heavenly compared to GT's food.

haha

then

we sat tgt.

makan tgt

wakakakas.

noe what our klass did.

sharing lame n cold jokes.

hahas.

>.<..

then there were this joke whereby

mr lim WAS LIKE BLUR.

AND EVEN TRIED TO FIGURE OUT MATHS FORMULAE.

haha

but as we said.

it was listening compre.

anyway.

the look on his face was like very

he felt dots..

then huh.

then is like laugh very blur.

when he heard the answer

he was like.

oh..mg god.

thn keep on laughing.

after which

we asked our co form,mr wong to cum play wif us the game

MR LIM COLLABARATED WITH US TO PLAY THE GAME.

HAHA~

then mr wong was like....

also same reaction like mr lim n was very vunerable.

hah

then my lim told him he will be in agony bcos kanna tottured by us

in the end.

he also like

dots...

NOW.

the teacher day concert

the theme was '' EVER AFTER''

AND IT WAS THE NICEST CONCERT I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE.

AT LEAST TIL NOW IT IS THE BEST

hahas.

really enjoyed myself

they decorated the hall damn nice.

wiith pink n silver ballons.

and shiny silver stars n bells.

haha.

anyway

wasnt able to be too happy in e concert due to some reasons.

one of which constituted it was my sec sch teachers.

hais.

was like emo.

but it was really veery enjoyable.

and nice

so sweet~

then at the end of everything.

theythrow confetti dpwn.

then we were like.

sweeping our hair vigourously.

haha.

anyway

hab to study real hard.

cos i want to stay in MI.

too many reasons for me to

make me wan to stay~

*HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

I LOVE YOU ALL.

MUACKIIEX.

erms

too many thingys happened agains.

so scary

PE was fun

yaahs

after tat

tina wanted to go take e form fer e standard chatered.

wan me to go also.

and huimin wanyted to go also

so

i was some sort of being forced into it

haha

then go up

take form le

e cher ask me u wan to sign up nw

i dn reply la

hw i noe he toking to mie?

dots...

then me n tina tryin to figure out the record last yr.

it was pasted on the door of e office.

then suddely

E DOOR OPENED.

WE WERE SHOCKED.

it was mr chua.

omg.

stunned n shocked la.

focusing suddenly thern door suddenly open.

shocked

then he still can say

shocked by me ahx..

as if snyone wun be shocked.

after which

i decided nbt to go to e pe office again

haha.

ask zahidah help me take e form

n write my name also

looks like i'm dead.

hahahax.

just have to do my best

at most walk lor.

hais.

dunno wadto do le

then in econs

stunned again by doors.

i gt 14 over 25 fer econs essay.

lol

she mark very strict.

WHY MUST I BE SHOCKED BY 2 GUYS AND 2 DOORS WITHIN LESS THAN 5 HOURS.

SO SCARYT

I WILL KANNA HEASRT ATTACK DE LEHS.

AIYOX.

HOLIDAY SO SIANS'ONLY GO BK ON THURS N FRI

HAISH~

tml teachers day

wish to pon sch very much.

muahahhas.

everythingy shld be forgotten.

RAINY DAY

AS EXPECTED AS I SAW

AT MY HSE THERE AT JURONG WEST NINE-HUNDRED PLUS DERE.

turned to my right.

blue color wad.

then my tots changed immediately in a split second

at e very moment i turned to my left.

BLACK N nth except BLACK clouds

then reach hong kah there.

raining liao.

crapped wif lai yee on e bus

seems like everythingy is goin on well in HKSS.

although it is so near to MI.

hong kah sec can be reached in 1o mins like tat

i dunno if wan to go bk

cos adeline and shi yun nt going

hais

then i thurs gt maths test

FUNCTIONS

omg.

very sians lol

anyway

hKssS

did gave me many precios memories.

and yapps

4 years passed like dunno wad

goin bk will

invoke those sad memories.

and dun wan to do so.

when i'm still lost

currently in MI

ehs

i doubt anyone

understands what i'm trying to say ah

only i myself know

ITS MY DARKEST SECRET.

i only have one heart

it can be broken

it cannot be mended.

it can heal over time

but the scar will still be there.

i can like someone this very minute

and cruel enough to force myself to forget you the very next second.

oh

i feel so WHITE today;

what a sad case rites.

haix

anotger wasted lyke tat

lets start frm e morning.

morning.

as usual go sch

then at stadium there gt dunno wad commotion

in e end

turned out to be wad staff photo-taking

then

i nt too interested la

cos IRP response haven do finish yet

i lost the answer scheme fer it.

arggh.

then no mood to look at teachers

was depressed somehow

then.

zahidah suddenly say

"eh...u c mr chua mr chua...."

oh

n i had a hard time to identify which one was him'cos he was wearing

blue long sleeve

which abt 4 or 5 teacher were wearing

then.

after which

continues with my work.

go hall for assembly.

wahahahas.

means gt air con

i was elated

cos it was very hot.

then they kept crappin abt botak botak

make me laugh like hell.

ehs.

no offence to anyone

hahas.

then we had our class photos.

to order.

hais.

last informal photo i was damn blur

like statue

so din buy lo

the formal wan n another informal one was

OKAY -

at least i looked like a human.

lol.

then had a long n tiring day

after sch

went je

find my seventeen bag

i'm desperate for it liao lo

hais

e one wif rsainbow n clouds de

sigh

went to IMM de whole buildin search

dun hab

Je popular at mrt station, cheers,etc

searched like hell like tat.

in the end.

dun hab

so.

i called almost everyone i knew to help me keep a lookout fot it

hais

actually

i saw it under my hse dere de

still gt 5 or 6 like tat

then i dint noe wan to buy anot

the when i wan to buy,

no moree liao.

y am i alwaes like tat

when the thingy is so obvious in front of me.

n i could reach it.

i din.

but when i try to reach for it.

it's gone.

COMPLICATED LARHS.

going to help my sis wif choc chip cookies

tml eat at sch also?

hope it'll be successful

hahas

can anyone make me laugh like i used to be...

this few days is so bored

and stressed.

today another runner died again

after running 21km.

dots.

heard frm pe teahcer wad we haave standard n chartered marathon

gt 1o km, 21km, 42km.

lol

imagine tat.

i run 2.4 like

never ending de lorhs.

hais.

imagine 42km..

arghhs.

heard gt 2 chers runnin 42km

another 21km.

heard liao almost fainted.

but quite attractive la.

for $1o registration fee.

the u get new balamce n adidas package~

nicee.

just have to go and run

ant sdtill have dunno wad training shedule

omg.

i'm stressed.

bord

sians`

THE Zodiacal Sign of Gemini - The Twins commences on May 21st, but for seven days it does, not come into its full power until on or about May 28th.

The people who were born in this period are widely known for their dual personalities and ability to change mood from moment to moment. Although they hate to be tied down, they make lively, entertaining and romantic partners, even if they can be rather fickle if bored or unhappy.

The twin sides of their nature are perpetually pulling in opposite directions. Their brains are subtle and brilliant but they usually "lack continuity of purpose".

Of all people they are the most difficult to understand; in temperament they are hot and cold almost at the same moment. They love with one side of their nature and they are often critical or dislike with the other people. Their sharp wit and excellent powers of observation make them a good raconteur, although they have a tendency to exaggerate which can cause trouble with their relationships.

Such people are usually excellent in diplomacy, and dazzle their listeners by, their wit and brilliancy, but they usually leave them no wiser than they were at the start.

It is difficult even for them to understand what they want to achieve. At heart they are ambitious for social position; but when obtained they have already tired of it, and are ready to go in for something else or for something totally opposite. Being natural communicators these people do not suffer fools gladly; so once they are attracted to people, they have to ensure that they are not dull or mundane. They will no doubt spending ages chatting to anyone about every subject under the sun, just to keep feeding their ever active and inquisitive mind.

If taken as they are, in their own moods, they are the most delightful people imaginable, but one must not attempt to hold them or to expect them to be constant to their ideas or plans.

They believe they are truthful, constant, faithful, and so they may be at the moment, but every moment to them has a separate existence.

These people have an ability to see quickly the weak points in those they meet, and can reduce all to nothing by wit, sarcasm, or mimicry.

Almost all of them are great talkers and usually very much in demand socially because they are so entertaining. Gemini is the life of the party.

They often succeed the best, as far as money is concerned, but their more suitable career is generally that which requires diplomacy, tact, and finesse. The representatives of lower types are unscrupulous in finance and untruthful. They often make successful gamblers and company promoters of "get-rich-quick" schemes.

Either type make hosts of friends and are kind-hearted and generous to the person who fills their thoughts at the moment, but "out of sight, out of mind" explains their fits of "forgetfulness" as nothing else can.

In all matters of affection they are human puzzles. They can love passionately and yet be inconstant at the same moment, and it is only their shield of diplomacy and exquisite tact that keeps them from often making a mess of their lives.

Gemini - The Sign of the TwinsMercury is " the winged envoy of the gods ", influences even our intellectual process. Therefore Twins who are constantly ruled by this planet, are very intelligence and frequently surpass other people in this area . The twins are the people of mood. In bad mood they frequently act in a silly, unreasonable way, and regret about it later .The good qualities which people born under the sign Gemini possess are: ease-going ,cheerful, helpful ,self-confident and calm.All these qualities are creditable , and the duty of the Twins - is to use them as correct as it possible to achieve their high purposes.

argghs.
this few days is so stressed.
today almost LATE>
rushed in just in time,haha
anyways
did i mention that my school
was going to ban delivery of fastfood.
well, yesterday there was a even more
i would say,
AN EXCITING NEWS WHICH WOULD TRIGGER DISCUSSIONS
and complains are a would be
this piece of alrming news is
WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EAT FASTFOOD IN SCH COMPOUNDS.
NICE HUH~
cos of trans fat unhealthy etc n
blahs blahs blahs.
but i personnally do not think that fast food is unhealthy
but nor is it healthy
hahaahs.
as long as u do not eat it frequently and
in the rightr proportions.
anyway,
it will not affect me, at least
cos i'm not SO in favour of makan-ing in sch
c canteen like no appetite liao
haha.
psycological effect is what i all this phenomeneon.
it is not us that is trying to discriminate the canteen.
but they are discriminating themselves.
by serving such ''NICE'' FOODS.
we have never ever eaten in our life before
and maybe we
should appreciate and THANK them for letting let eat those ''delicious'' food that i must admit.
TOO DELICIOUS TO BE EATEN IS HW WE CAN DESCRIBE.
suddenly remembered one saying.
it tis also a logic, i must emphasise.
''a wave cannot be formed without ripples."
true yarhs.
i shld stop abt the crapx
n focus on my studies.
ah.
headaches ahx.
gt mgt n gp essays to do.
then maths
still gt functions test
then i BLUR BLUR abt that damn ABSTACT topic
and there teacher goes teaching another even more
SOPHISICATED,ABSTRACT, COMPLICATED topis.
and its name is DIFFERENTIATION.
WTH
kanna headache whenever i try to focus on lessons,esp maths
anyways
went to wm hse after sch
crapped
hahaa
long time neberr lyke this liao
miss e old times..
haha
jia you fer PROMOS.
will i survive?

after 4 YEARS.
i fnally dicovered wad happened and
the reason behind all the act
i was silly
i was a fool.
ilet go myself
i've nno onee to blame.
hais
this few days very stressed
cant seem tuh laugh fron the bottom of my heart.
hw?
i dunno..

hais.
had a TIRING DAY AT SCH.
beginning of MANAGEMENT ALREADY FALLING ASLEEP LIAO.
dueto weds hab tuh go sch early due tuh certain damn reason.
arhx.
today PE best ever.
HAD IT IN CENTRESTAGE.
WORST OF ALL.
I WAS WEARING PE ATTTIRE.
THEN E air con
RIGHT ON TOP OF ME.
BURRZ.
SO COLD!
CUM OUT LIKE FROZEN.
then after tat go blood donation
ahs...
say my vein too soft.
then scared that it will coolaspe.
wad e hell
i wan tuh donate la.
then tina.
IRON DEFICIENCY.
then we keep talking about f&n.
hais'
no pojnt me getting A1 right.
hais..
anyway
after sch went to ntuc
tell kartina wad is SPINACH
n how it looks like
cant believe she also take f&n.
hahahx

jia zhuang jian qiang
dan shi wo de xin hao tong, hao tong.
yan lei que yi zhi diao, wu fa ting zhi ku qi


IN A RELATIONSHIP.
WAD MATTERSIS THAT THE TWO PEOPLE ARE HAPPY.
THE PERSO WHO IS HURT.
WILL LICK ITS WOUND
AND HEAL EVENTUALLY.

hais.
is this truE

currently

all i can say is tat i'm very stressed.

kuai cheng bu zhu le.

xi wang wo hui ping ping an an de du guo ba.

ri zi yi tian be yi tian gen nan guo.

wo hen lei le.

ze me ban?

hao xiang fang qi.

ahs
recently no time to blog
cos i rushing all my stupid PROJECTS.
ARGHHS.
WAD TIME ISSIT NW STILLL CNT SLEEP YET
GT MATHS TEST
haven do yet
last sat watched rush hr 3.
then my popcorn fell over
almost choked
today went to watch secret.
touching.
fine..
cnt say too many thingys
hab to go n bia mmy maths n sleep
tml still hab PE.
sobxxx.

I'M GOIN BONKERS LER LAHS!
OMG.
last week was soo busy
this week gt 5 daYS HOLIDAY SIA,FORTUNATELY.
cos i gt another project to do.
gp project
my gp essay lyke dunno wad.
then e-mail matthew ask him
he say exaxctly e same like my cher lols.
waaaaaaahs.I WAN TO CRY LIAO.
last fri quite nice la
celebrate ai ting's burfday
ythen saw sec sch sch mates and class mates.
haha..crapped?played uno halfway give up.
due to stupid reasons.
I SHALL GO STUDY VERY VERY HARD.
I WAN TO PASS MY PROMOS.
then if i settle this dumb project fast enuff plus my revision,
i shall go c e fireworks.
wahahaxXx.
>.<

JIA YOU.
EVERYONE.
HAHAX

wahaas.
mi holding dunno wad west zone learning fest tml
thks to tat
i saw mrs quek they all.
my green green sch sec sch.HONG KAH SEC..
wahaaas
was wondering will see they all anot
then going down the staircase tat time saw mrs quek n juniors
n my sis too.
then she helped me buy drinks.
coz.
they no cashcard
asked her to help me buy drinks lol.
anyway.
very happy to c them.
econs.
broke down la.
tml.
好累好累
请让我停止痛苦吧...
何我要受为这种煎熬。
让我解脱行吗？
无法挽回的遗憾。
就让时间治疗一切的伤口！

why cant' you understand me???
why do i even exist?