Wednesday, April 30, 2008

my horoscope.

★双子座★
有着双面人之称的双子,性格有些反复无常。暑假的后半段,双子曾向朋友抱怨,“假期
太无聊,期望早些开学。 ”如今真到开学,双子却变卦了,“放假的日子真是让人怀念,每
天可以睡懒觉,晚上还能看看自己喜欢的电视节 目,生活多么惬意啊!”
旁白:过于反复容易导致注意力不集中,不懂合理利用思考能力则容易导致疲劳过度,
谨慎一点才好 。
双子座
晚晴
深居俯夹城,春去夏犹清。
天意怜幽草,人间重晚晴。
并添高阁迥,微注小窗明。
越鸟巢干后,归飞体更轻。
李商隐的诗,总是写得那么明净、美丽。这首《晚晴》,据说创作的时候作者的心 境并不
是很畅然快意,但是在自己身世经历的深深忧郁之中,能有如此明丽的句子 传世,就不
得不归之于双子性格的适应能力了。首联写出了春夏之交的幽静和清爽 ,怡然自得。颈
联是诗中精华,“天意怜幽草,人间重晚晴”——在失意的时候依 旧可以看到天地的自然
并且赞赏它。腹联又继续了这种悠然的幽静。而单单是末尾 “越鸟巢干后,归飞体更轻”
这两句中对未来的希望,代表着双子不管是在什么样 的情形下都用自然的心境去看待
一切,随时准备着适应新的有挑战的未来——这就 是双子,无所畏惧的、来去如风期待
着有所作为的双子。双子,易变,易适应,不 容易认输,不容易被打倒。
if only my chi lit shangxi was so good.
hahas

drained...

this week is just so wrong for me.
i feel so not right~
but i dunno wads e problem.
WHATS E PROBLEM WIF ME!!!
ARGGHS.
shall just post some rubbish.




Your Mind is Purple



Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic.

You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.

Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.



You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.







What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You



You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.



You are full of life and vigor.

You have an amazing amount energy, and you keep very active.

Some people feel like you can't focus on them. You do tend to be restless



You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!






What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You



You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.



You are full of life and vigor.

You have an amazing amount energy, and you keep very active.

Some people feel like you can't focus on them. You do tend to be restless



You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!



lol.

so lame~

does it mean i wun have my heart broken anymore?

haahs

CRAPPX.






Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating



You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.

You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.



You should major in:



Marketing

Psychology

Desgin

Cognitive Science

Economics

Photography



lets see...

i DO study marketing in MOB.

and i take ECONS :D







You Are an Ice Cream Cake



Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.

You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.

You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!



dun understand..

but I LOVE ICE-CREAMS <3







Your Five Factor Personality Profile



Extroversion:



You have medium extroversion.

You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.

Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.

But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."



Conscientiousness:



You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.



Agreeableness:



You have high agreeableness.

You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.

Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.

You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.



Neuroticism:



You have medium neuroticism.

You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.

Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.

Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.



Openness to experience:



Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.


seems like i'm real bored.







You are 100% Gemini








You Are From Mercury



You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.

You probably never leave home without your cell phone!

You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.

You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.

Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.



i think TINA will be the 1st to agree...

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

HOT AND COLD....BRRR

ARGGHS.
THESE DAYS...
IT'S GETTING HOTTER AND HOTTER.
and i think it screwed up my brain.
my temp was so damn high when i woke up.
so hot also.
go sch
like wan to sleep for e whole day.
wasnt anything.
i got 2 out of 15 marks for my maths.
stupid normal distributn.
but nvm
at least i dint get 0.
wahahas.
highest was 2.
i still feel so BLANK.
dun feel lyke gg to sch tml
i dun wan go CCA.
argghs
havin such a big headache
sighs*
i'm not happy when i'm happy.
does anyone understand?

Monday, April 28, 2008

END OF =X

finally watched finished THEY KISS AGAIN.
the ending is so touching.
haahs.
wished got Part 3 lols.
hehs.
when go sch taking 174
saw huimin and jasmine =D
haha
was wondering why they took bus instead of cab.
in sch.
no comments bahs.
except in chi klass some sort of crappinx wif maybellina.
SO FUN!
hahas.
others..
dunno why.
feel so down suddenly today.
feel like i've lost a piece of something.
i'm incomplete.
when will i even find that piece to be complete again.

Friday, April 25, 2008

GREAT HAMSTER ESCAPE.

my hamsters went missing on thurs.
but it was found by today
all THREE!
sighs.
played volleyball on thurs
make my hand bcum blue-black
sighs.
still gt a cut
but i dunno hw i got it.
HEHS.
anyway, its fun
except tt my hand turns RED.
haha
shnt blog anymore.
have to chiong for PI.
sayonara.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

health alert~

whee~
no sch
tina msg me tell me
PI tues then hand in
after i see doc bcum tml hand in.
oops.
luckily i cleared it ytd.
phews.
as mentioned
dint went sch today
but still had to take e usual route to jurong polyclinic
shld have gone to batok's one.
but since i go jurong one since young.
nvm
had cramps.
unbearable ones too.
then morning dunno wad happen to my stomach
think is stomach flu
go there
the doc go and press here and there
i wonder what he can feel larhs.
anyway
he gave me medicine.
and MC.
wahahahs
so looking forward to nxt week.
cos its ISWAK 2 last episode
i wonder what happened.
of course, at the same time.
i wonder what will bcum of me after 3 yrs in MI.
i dun dare to imagine.










if it's true tt there's only once
i can love someone truly
then my love has blend into the air
carried away by the wind, up to the sky.
and it stays there, even till now

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

PONNING lessons and sch

oh
life isnt getting any better in MI
esp wif that
infuriating,irritating,frustrating, f***ing CCA matter
its like loitering ard my head like tt.
i'm so irritated by it lols.
econs teacher nvr come.
then got 3 breaks
went canteen
tina was damn happy lol
cos her 2 hot stuffs, namely giraffe and giraffe fren was there.
then after came another.
so she had her 3 hot stuffs in front of her.
lol.
PE has been changed from frisbee to volleyball.
haha
my group gt 2nd for the frisbee in total
but teacher nvr give us any treats.
anyway.
my eyes is still having the same old problem
and my head was so heavy like dunno wad lol.
i skipped maths.
tml skipping sch
i've so much to do.
my PI.
have to edit....
lalala~
life is not getting any better.
but i shall make the best out of it =D

Saturday, April 19, 2008

CCA

life in MI is getting harder and harder.
making me break down more frequently.
anyways.
ytd had to see mr chua.
was damn fed up.
gd thingy he dint rmb my name although his memory was known as very gd.
forced us bk to CCS.
gosh.
had to sign the damn agreement.
maybe gg to change CCA wif geraldine
seeing him again on mon?
very sians lol
then accompanied EDLYN till 6pm.
cos she was late.
and i found out that i was being fooled by her.
but it was very nice
anyway,
at least i found out e truth.
haha.
we crapped a lot.
then went stadium.
was looking at the vast sky.
reminded of sth.
went home.
was very weak
had a bad feeling.
take out mo thermometer.
tada~
FEVER
and i cant go shopping wif shiyun and adeline they all today!
SOBS.
i hate the teacher in-charge of CCA.
waking up from the dream
falling down
breaking away from you
wiping away my tears
growing to become even stronger than before

Sunday, April 13, 2008

sky of love

just finished SKY OF LOVE
was watching till the most touching part.
then i heard someone calling my name frm downstairs.
so idiotic.
i looked down at the hard court and the fitness corner.
NO ONE LORS.
so scary
haha.
anyway.
sky of love is damn nice.
damn touching
and.. its a real story too.
so SAD.

Friday, April 04, 2008

THE MOST DISTANT WAY IN THE WORLD

the most distant way in this world
is not the way from birth to death
it is when i sit near you
yet you do not understand and realise that i love you
the most distant way in this world
is not that when i sit near you
you do not understand and realise that i love you
it is when my love is bewildering my soul
but i cant tell you i love you
the most distant way in this world
is not that i cant say i love you
it is when we are both in love in each other
but yet we are keeping the distance
the most distant way in this world
is not the distance between us
it is when we are breaking thru' the way
we deny the existence of love
so the most distant way in this world
is not in two distant trees
it is when the same rooted branches
but yet they cant enjoy the co-existence
so the most distant way in this world
is not being the separated branches
it is i the blinking stars
but yet they cannot burn the light
so the most distant way in this world
is not the burning stars
it is after the light
but yet they cannot be seen from afar
so the most distant way in this world
is not the light that is fading away
it is the coincidence of us
but yet not supposed for the love
so the most distant way in this world
is the love between the fish and the bird.
one is flying at the sky
the other looking upon into the sea


haaha
suddenly emo sia
i dunno
life's so stressed up
and pple are behaving strangely.
p.s
do not judge whether i like one by my attitude
coz i often act the opposite way
a tendency to protect myself
ofthen hurting pple unknowingly in the process
forgive me if i have done so
it was not meant to be
while you were in sight,
i pretend that i cant see you
but when you are gone,
i try to serach for ur back view among the pple.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

MC

WENT TO SEE DOCTOR

FINALLY.

initially dint know to go jurong or BB one

so i go BB wan in e end

cos i have so many lessons tha i cnt miss

still have to attend all e lessons.

except PE, of course.

reach sch there gt a guy late

we were late

only diff is that i got MC.

wahaha

then the security guard uncle saw me.

arggh

wan my card

i tot he wanted to scan sia.

scare me

in e end he want to verify my MC only.

but i still kanna seen by some PE teachers

luckily not mine la~

the doctor give me 4 medicine lah

and out of these 4, 3 will cause drowsiness

somemore is 3 times a day

i'll be asleep in class

i just ate half the dosage in the afternoon

feel asleep within 15 mins lol.

anyway

I HAVE A VERY HARD TIME TO BREATHE

gasping for air~~~



*LET ME FINISH MY SENTENCE.i really do want to do so.






my medicine

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

PW

PW is driving me crazy
i'm SICK
i GONNA SEE DOC TML
then get MC.
then maybe go for econs, mgt,chi lang
maths is a definite no.
although i want to attend it very much
but he'll mark me as late
meaning have to stay till 6pm
i may be sick
but not so stupid to make such a dumb mistake.
cos i can leave at 1 25 if i dun go maths
cos i'll be absent
and thers no point in me gg for PE when i'm nt well.
HAHA.
i dun care
MY PROJECT WORK'S PRELIMARY IDEAS IS KILLING ME.