and everything stops.
yes.
everything stops, right at this moment.

like bubbles disappearing into the air
carrying away.
when living is not a choice
but simply a rule of a game...
it just vanishes.

lalalas~

went to AMK hub now

just went there ytd with tina.
tried to call her for the interview

but she totally never take my calls.

i went there just to do a simple thing.

INTERVIEW.

lols.
in the first place, my interview wasnt one at all
i only had to fill up my particulars again
dint even have to give photo again.
cos she say i'm experienced so dun need interview.
HAHA.
since i have already done 3 atriums and at least 3 months in shop
she smiled at me.
so shocked.
from what what i heard, ailing ytd got smile at me.
also SHOCKED.
both the manager and bishan/amk in-charge look very fierce one.
then when they smile so nicely to me hors..
somehow very...



anyway, the manager told me i would work in IMM.

and the current atrium is till 30th.
she say if anyone resign then will call me go.
but i got sch lehs.

anyway, the current atrium staff there like very terrible.
they had all sorts of comments like bad attitude, not considered for nxt atrium.
so sad.

but they really like ah lians and bengs la

then pple in the dano shop also saw their attitude.

the staff at the dano shop still recognises me.

HAHA. =D


after filling e form, i cld go le
xuan say wan eat luch want me accompany, so wait for him
i went to jalan the whole AMK again
saw many cute things ard.
then i decided to go fairprice walk walk see see.
cos sure can waste alot of time there.
thks to tt, i can introduce.......
TADA...
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i also saw STITCH.
and some very nice A4 folders with him.

even took photo with him lol
HAHA.

dont believe scroll down.

this is my top pick.

th stitch look so KAWAII.

and dumb too.

the zoomed in view of dumb stitch. =P

my photo with stitch when he is happy.

the photo where it seems like stitch is getting embarrassed taking photos with me.

IN FAIRPRICE.
the smile he gave me looked so stiff.

i feel that 学校那只还可爱

i think你们知道我指的是。。。

do you know why hello kitty is called hello kitty?

i finally uncovered the mystery today...

and when i reached home...

this is what happened to me..

yawning non-stop
with my stomach cramps thks to me being a girl.

buHbyEs.

TODAY WAS A HECTIC DAY.
somemore have to handle an extra guy,
which i completely heck care eventually.
anyway, i wont have to do WR anymore.
at least in MI, with the super lousy lappys.
just read edlyn's blog.
came across this new song

你不是真正的快樂

which means you are not really happy.
i love the lyrics
it somehows relates a lot to me.
all the feelings so distant yet so familiar.
HAHA.
the only thing i want to say is,
dont see things from the surface.
cos the truth lies below what you see.

人群中哭著　 妳只想變成透明的顏色

妳再也不會夢或痛或心痛了

妳已經決定了 妳已經決定了



你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著

而回憶愈是甜就是愈傷人

愈是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



這世界笑了　於是妳合群的一起笑了

當生存是規則不是妳的選擇　

於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪蕩跌跌撞撞的走著



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在妳左側卻像隔著銀河

難道緊緊的抱著遺憾一直到老了　然後再後悔著



你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了　也決定不愛了

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼



你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在妳左側卻像隔著銀河　難道緊緊的抱著遺憾一直到老了



妳值得真正的快樂　妳應該脫下妳穿的保護色

為什麼失去了　

還要被懲罰呢

能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻

重新開始活著




but somehow, people dont understand why they want to hide their true self, do they?

so what if one really shows?
he'll eventually become the one being hurt
but living life like this is really tough.


I WANT TO PASS MATHS
I WANT TO DO WELL FOR OP.
I WANT TO CLEAR MY HI SUBJECTS NICELY.

tired.
just reached home ard 10 30 thks to th random thunderstorm
todays PE was fun
though i was stupid enough to run 7 rounds
when i was supposed to run only 6.
somemore only stopped near the end for a few steps only.
this gives me the feeling.
that i have ran 3 NAPFAR runs.
at least.
cos pe always ask us to run.
ARRRRRGH.
I WANNA SLEEP LERHS.
nites.




it doesn't reallly matter, really.

boring









thats how i describe life these days.









luckily my long maox accompany me go jalan jalan









if not i think i go crazy









so we went imm ytd.









i almost went crazy.









or--i was.









got so many pple complain my blog no pic right









so ytd i took a lot of rubbish pic.









hehe*

there's pink christmas trees!!! =D

this is me wearing e pink doggy ears hairband.(i dun look like any dog.....)




long maox says that this looks like a ghost.HAHA




INTRODUCING THE DAISO FROG FAMILY.

TADA~

THEN THE SIS SERIES.

HOW I WISH I HAD THOSE PLATES.so cute

you'll nvr guess what these are..FLOWER POTS.

i feel that they are too cute to be one

i would rather use it as a cup.

then adeline call me siao.

but anyway, there's a waterhole below =(

MY FAVOURITES!

looks very familiar right...my fav sweets since i was young.`loves*

while waiting for bus, adeline's cookie monster bit me...
then it bit me even harder.
okay okay...i shall say the truth.

i lforced it to bite me woth adeline's help.

HAAHS

MY WHOOPING 41 LOLLIPOPS.

my result slip just gotten today.

pathetic is what i can use to describe it lol.

this is what the principal commented.

press on what sia?

and after all those rantings, craziness,promotion status...

this is happy me again. ^v^

I WANT TO EARN MONEY.

I WANT TO BUY MY PINK PSP

I WANT TO PLAY LOCOROCO.

i may be able to work at atrium at tampines mall and IMM.

maybe only.

I WANT!!!!!

sighs